The Darkness of My Heart (Song)

Originally Written: August 26th, 2008

I have nothing to do
Since I am laying here
I pray to myself
Wishing that someone will hear
My calls, my cries
The tears falling from my eyes
I don't wanna leave at all
But I just continue to fall

You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
(You know it kills to be like this)

You killed me, he saved me
You can't treat me like this
It's horrible to be me
Being what I am, a little piece of shit
This thing is killing
Eating my feelings
But baby believe me
I'm leaving bit by bit


You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing

The rain is gloomy
It moves me, to show thee
If I fade away
Will you stay today?


You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing


I have nothing to do
Since I am laying here
I pray to myself
Wishing that someone will hear
My calls, my cries
The tears falling from my eyes
I don't wanna leave at all
But I just continue to fall