Artist: Deathgaze
Originally Written: May 18th, 2012
Wind blows through the trees and the flowerbeds
It all seemed different then, but has it really changed that much?
Even when the seasons change and turn to gray
My moods can't change a thing. Forget this sorry past
Tears hide the real fear buried deep inside
Pull from this foolish pride, which seems to sparkle through the lies
Please don't take this feeling away from me
Wishes transend the waves of memories with me
I sing my love for you, but don't you love me too?
Bath in the light of dreams. Fly away with me
I want to hold you close. Cast away your fears
With courage to compete with all
I sing my thoughts to you. Help you to bind the truth
Rain chills me to the bone. Interprets me all wrong
I want you in my world
Kaleidoscope of colors meant to be seen by all
Stars twinkle up the sky with their selfish light
The moon competes with it. Why won't you notice it, sunlight?
Love disappeared as the sun did too
Falling down from the sky as forsaken stars once do
I sing my love for you, but don't you love me too?
Bath in the light of dreams. Fly away with me
I want to hold you close. Cast away your fears
With courage to compete with all
I sing my thoughts to you. Help you to bind the truth
Rain chills me to the bone. Interprets me all wrong
I want you in my world
Kaleidoscope of colors meant to be seen by all
I wish remember me
I wish remember me
I sing my love for you. God please let you love me
Embrace the light with me. Help to set me free.
Laughing hits the rebound
Finding the way to hit the sea and make them drown
I sing my thoughts to you. Help you to bind the truth
Rain chills me to the bone. Interprets me all wrong
Live life this wretched way
Life's meaning revives as you are standing next to me
I wish remember me
For me, ooh-whoa
I wish remember me
I wish remember me
Friday, February 22, 2013
Meltdown [English Lyrics]
Artist: Rin Kagamine
Originally Written: May 18th, 2012
The town is filled with echoing throughout the night
Each sleep in bed without a care
It's 2 a.m. and I cannot get it out my sight
The world has changed me endlessly
The lights are gone or so it seems
Leaving darkness to haunt my every dreams
Every lie seems to spin the truth
Buried underneath the sorrow until I only
Can think of taking my life away and letting me drown
So think of me as an entity wallowing inside your dreams
I hope you are happy with the choices you made
Smile as the tears flow out your eyes and you pass away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep me in all of your fantasies
Surrounded by the sky. Don't let the beautiful light
Come and steal all of your life away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep us locked in harmony
Unlatch your selfish scenes. Only you can fall
Into the nuclear reactor...
Wake up in screams as I realize it's just a dream
Sound of the stairs creaking all night long
Clouds smile and pray to fill inside the waking night
Don't catch me while I fade away
Twilight tries to enstill wisdom deep in me
Sunlight cannot get passed his own dignity
My soul dissolves itself piece by piece
The world is crumbling from under my feet
Can think of taking my life away and letting me drown
Isn't it enough to steal my heart and keep it locked away?
Poison from crooked lips to keep letting me down
The show is over, close the curtains and blow me away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep me in all of your fantasies
Don't steal myself from me. The only thing I can hold onto
Is all of these waking dreams.
Dive into the endless night with me
Lie and keep yourself endlessly.
Slumber seems to stalk my eyes. Comforting memories
All faded to white seemlessly
Time is keeping me planted in this jaded seat
Seconds tick on by.
Tv plays the rhymes of a simple happy time
Laughter is haunting me, choking me helplessly
Allegro Agitato
My ears are ringing the cadence of death
Allegro Agitato
My ears are ringing the cadence of death
Why are you taking my life? I am just fading away.
The night is shrinking inside and slowly turning into day
I pray for help, but it's too far away
Pressure weighing down on me. My last breathe that I take
(Now!!)
Why won't you dive into the night with me?
Keep your fantasies locked with a key.
Washed away with the sea. Morning sun shines on my face
And brightens up my destiny
Why won't you dive into the night with me?
Black and white film with a dirty degree
Reality is closing in. Wake up inside yourself
Is the only way I could live this way
Fly high, this tragic life
Originally Written: May 18th, 2012
The town is filled with echoing throughout the night
Each sleep in bed without a care
It's 2 a.m. and I cannot get it out my sight
The world has changed me endlessly
The lights are gone or so it seems
Leaving darkness to haunt my every dreams
Every lie seems to spin the truth
Buried underneath the sorrow until I only
Can think of taking my life away and letting me drown
So think of me as an entity wallowing inside your dreams
I hope you are happy with the choices you made
Smile as the tears flow out your eyes and you pass away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep me in all of your fantasies
Surrounded by the sky. Don't let the beautiful light
Come and steal all of your life away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep us locked in harmony
Unlatch your selfish scenes. Only you can fall
Into the nuclear reactor...
Wake up in screams as I realize it's just a dream
Sound of the stairs creaking all night long
Clouds smile and pray to fill inside the waking night
Don't catch me while I fade away
Twilight tries to enstill wisdom deep in me
Sunlight cannot get passed his own dignity
My soul dissolves itself piece by piece
The world is crumbling from under my feet
Can think of taking my life away and letting me drown
Isn't it enough to steal my heart and keep it locked away?
Poison from crooked lips to keep letting me down
The show is over, close the curtains and blow me away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep me in all of your fantasies
Don't steal myself from me. The only thing I can hold onto
Is all of these waking dreams.
Dive into the endless night with me
Lie and keep yourself endlessly.
Slumber seems to stalk my eyes. Comforting memories
All faded to white seemlessly
Time is keeping me planted in this jaded seat
Seconds tick on by.
Tv plays the rhymes of a simple happy time
Laughter is haunting me, choking me helplessly
Allegro Agitato
My ears are ringing the cadence of death
Allegro Agitato
My ears are ringing the cadence of death
Why are you taking my life? I am just fading away.
The night is shrinking inside and slowly turning into day
I pray for help, but it's too far away
Pressure weighing down on me. My last breathe that I take
(Now!!)
Why won't you dive into the night with me?
Keep your fantasies locked with a key.
Washed away with the sea. Morning sun shines on my face
And brightens up my destiny
Why won't you dive into the night with me?
Black and white film with a dirty degree
Reality is closing in. Wake up inside yourself
Is the only way I could live this way
Fly high, this tragic life
Hizamazuite Ashi wo Oname (Bow Down and Lick My Feet) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Princess Resurrection, Monster Princess
Artist: Ali Project
Originally Written: May 28th, 2012
Get down on your knees and lick my feet `til they're deliciously clean
With that same tongue cover my fingernail and call me your queen
The sun blazes in the pits of Hell
The darkness rises over Paradise
Glamour or Pain is both enjoyable,
But which would be hardest if you took away?
Pain only causes wounds that can never heal
Buckets of blood dripping from your pale skin
Glamour can get the things you desire
A beautiful heart can seek out the one it loves
But some men can only be agressive dogs
Soon they'll obedient puppies that'll do anything
Roses are beautiful, symbols for eternal love
Come down and fall onto and around my head
Spread all around me and scatter on the floor
Get down on your worthless knees and lick my feet until there are squeaky clean
Scream out in a hoarse voice and shout that I am your only queen
Prove to me that you are alive and crawl and climb in total pain
If you have something to ask than ask me now or never look at me again
If you cry right now than you will never again ever say anything
I will cut out your tongue and that moan will be your last here
I'm filled with lust and overall good joy
The sadness and humiliation in your eyes
Looking depressingly into the ecstasy
And the happiness that shining off of me
The explosion that's coming from inside my body
Feel it fill you to your brink, no more running
The spider web is filled with deceit and lies
Are you to trust the simple thing called lust?
What is this trust you seem to have faith in?
It's all fake and it's not the way you imagined it
What is this thing called love? Rain coming from above
Drowning the sorrows of the laziness of these men
Women are lustful creatures. Take control of all.
Get down on your knees and give me your soul. You foolish mortal
You'll become immortal, then what? You'll just crave for mother's punishment
Beg and cry on bended knee. How much do you crave the feeling of my whip?
Let this be a lesson to you and all the beatings that you received from me
Smeared blood and dirt cover up the jewel that is called pureness
With my hands I will rule again over this unholy beings forever
Lie down on your knees and ask me all your desires with that nice voice
Sing a song of longing and call me your beloved sister and I shall reward you
Get down on your worthless knees and lick my feet until there are squeaky clean
Scream out in a hoarse voice and shout that I am your only queen
Prove to me that you are alive and crawl and climb in total pain
If you have something to confess then go ahead and let me savor all your love
Lie in the bed and become my dazzling prince, wake me up again
Only your love can repeat the cycle all over again
Artist: Ali Project
Originally Written: May 28th, 2012
Get down on your knees and lick my feet `til they're deliciously clean
With that same tongue cover my fingernail and call me your queen
The sun blazes in the pits of Hell
The darkness rises over Paradise
Glamour or Pain is both enjoyable,
But which would be hardest if you took away?
Pain only causes wounds that can never heal
Buckets of blood dripping from your pale skin
Glamour can get the things you desire
A beautiful heart can seek out the one it loves
But some men can only be agressive dogs
Soon they'll obedient puppies that'll do anything
Roses are beautiful, symbols for eternal love
Come down and fall onto and around my head
Spread all around me and scatter on the floor
Get down on your worthless knees and lick my feet until there are squeaky clean
Scream out in a hoarse voice and shout that I am your only queen
Prove to me that you are alive and crawl and climb in total pain
If you have something to ask than ask me now or never look at me again
If you cry right now than you will never again ever say anything
I will cut out your tongue and that moan will be your last here
I'm filled with lust and overall good joy
The sadness and humiliation in your eyes
Looking depressingly into the ecstasy
And the happiness that shining off of me
The explosion that's coming from inside my body
Feel it fill you to your brink, no more running
The spider web is filled with deceit and lies
Are you to trust the simple thing called lust?
What is this trust you seem to have faith in?
It's all fake and it's not the way you imagined it
What is this thing called love? Rain coming from above
Drowning the sorrows of the laziness of these men
Women are lustful creatures. Take control of all.
Get down on your knees and give me your soul. You foolish mortal
You'll become immortal, then what? You'll just crave for mother's punishment
Beg and cry on bended knee. How much do you crave the feeling of my whip?
Let this be a lesson to you and all the beatings that you received from me
Smeared blood and dirt cover up the jewel that is called pureness
With my hands I will rule again over this unholy beings forever
Lie down on your knees and ask me all your desires with that nice voice
Sing a song of longing and call me your beloved sister and I shall reward you
Get down on your worthless knees and lick my feet until there are squeaky clean
Scream out in a hoarse voice and shout that I am your only queen
Prove to me that you are alive and crawl and climb in total pain
If you have something to confess then go ahead and let me savor all your love
Lie in the bed and become my dazzling prince, wake me up again
Only your love can repeat the cycle all over again
View of World
Originally Written: Unknown
See what you're talking about is a peaceful getaway from your problems. Mine is more dark and twisted. My heart is heavy and feels too weak to go on. If all of my sadness combined into one, it would break the chains of my happiness and leave it wallowing in its wake. My happiness is filled with doubt and misfortune that only makes me want to dive into a river of cold loneliness, never to awake again and feel the warmth of light again. The darkness overtaking my body and finally making me get away from what I had been hiding from this whole time. I guess you could say this is paradise to me, but to others it's a horrible curse and hell for the other few. Some voice would try to pull me from my empty loneliness trying to pull me out. Promises can never be fulfilled for a cursed soul like me that is only to be fit to be chained down by regrets of myself and of others around me. I share the burden of an endless world of turmoil and destruction that bleeds through the tiniest of cuts. The cuts that have made its way to my heart making it feel as though it's being suffocated by millions of hands that love to see everyone like me suffer. It's only a few moments in a lifetime that you can honestly say that were worthwhile without actually having regrets. If you think that this is the beginning and promising me that my sorrow will change and my life will be different, then all the lies that they're feeding me is just another reason why this knife is always kept close on this nightstand, for whoever shall wake me from my eternal slumber, will end up joining it with me. That is exactly how I feel. It's something that I keep hidden on a daily basis, but it's always there.
See what you're talking about is a peaceful getaway from your problems. Mine is more dark and twisted. My heart is heavy and feels too weak to go on. If all of my sadness combined into one, it would break the chains of my happiness and leave it wallowing in its wake. My happiness is filled with doubt and misfortune that only makes me want to dive into a river of cold loneliness, never to awake again and feel the warmth of light again. The darkness overtaking my body and finally making me get away from what I had been hiding from this whole time. I guess you could say this is paradise to me, but to others it's a horrible curse and hell for the other few. Some voice would try to pull me from my empty loneliness trying to pull me out. Promises can never be fulfilled for a cursed soul like me that is only to be fit to be chained down by regrets of myself and of others around me. I share the burden of an endless world of turmoil and destruction that bleeds through the tiniest of cuts. The cuts that have made its way to my heart making it feel as though it's being suffocated by millions of hands that love to see everyone like me suffer. It's only a few moments in a lifetime that you can honestly say that were worthwhile without actually having regrets. If you think that this is the beginning and promising me that my sorrow will change and my life will be different, then all the lies that they're feeding me is just another reason why this knife is always kept close on this nightstand, for whoever shall wake me from my eternal slumber, will end up joining it with me. That is exactly how I feel. It's something that I keep hidden on a daily basis, but it's always there.
Note of Distress
Originally Written: Unknown
Why am I here? My life seems so insignificant and still... it goes on unchanging. While the love of my life lives without me, life goes on. When I think of smothering myself in darkness and trying to end the breath of my lonely discomfort, life goes on. Don't think that me disappearing will mean anything to the many people who are just trying to survive one day. Gone for a week and the teachers will be the only ones to care. Soon no one will think of having an empty existence clogging their minds of filthy pleasures and desire. Only thing that could possibly change is how long these desires overcome the righteousness of a suicidal spirit, longing for the attention of the love she thought was eternal. The only reason the blood is flowing is because the fear of leaving seems impossible. The impulse to pull this trigger of retribution is overwhelming to say the least and it seems to come sporadically or in certain intervals of unsurpassed time. Why won't it matter that I exist or not? The world wouldn't miss a damaged soul that is taking the space that is supposedly too special for anyone who is damaged to the core. It's a feeling of hatred for those closest to you who is suppose to love and cherish the company of my presence and easily missed existence in this overly greedy world of entities that are selfish for their own goals. They take away from the happiness I once had and consume on the misery of someone smaller than themselves. We fall for these tricks and believe we are self-adequate. I am part of the ones that believe and therefore I'll be sleeping in the eternal slumber of darkness hoping to never return to this thing called reality again.
Why am I here? My life seems so insignificant and still... it goes on unchanging. While the love of my life lives without me, life goes on. When I think of smothering myself in darkness and trying to end the breath of my lonely discomfort, life goes on. Don't think that me disappearing will mean anything to the many people who are just trying to survive one day. Gone for a week and the teachers will be the only ones to care. Soon no one will think of having an empty existence clogging their minds of filthy pleasures and desire. Only thing that could possibly change is how long these desires overcome the righteousness of a suicidal spirit, longing for the attention of the love she thought was eternal. The only reason the blood is flowing is because the fear of leaving seems impossible. The impulse to pull this trigger of retribution is overwhelming to say the least and it seems to come sporadically or in certain intervals of unsurpassed time. Why won't it matter that I exist or not? The world wouldn't miss a damaged soul that is taking the space that is supposedly too special for anyone who is damaged to the core. It's a feeling of hatred for those closest to you who is suppose to love and cherish the company of my presence and easily missed existence in this overly greedy world of entities that are selfish for their own goals. They take away from the happiness I once had and consume on the misery of someone smaller than themselves. We fall for these tricks and believe we are self-adequate. I am part of the ones that believe and therefore I'll be sleeping in the eternal slumber of darkness hoping to never return to this thing called reality again.
Opposites Attract
Originally Written: December 6th, 2012
Never taking the same roads
Always crossing the same paths
Never turning down a challenge
Always having each other's backs
Before the sun sets in the summer
After the heat dies down in the fall
Before boys become men and strong
After girls are women and get their menstruals
With each fiber of my being
Without pain and without grief
With every laugh and every flow
Without crying out in relief
Under all the lies and fakes
Above all else that is true
Under the crystal clear sky
Above the ocean which is blue
Nothing else could be clearer
Everything feels joyous with you
Nothing else could take your place
Everything is wondrous and new
Tender when it counts
Tough to protect the weak
Thick-skinned and protective
Thin-lipped and not at all weak
Happy to be together and to be with you
Far from the sadness and loss
Sad that we didn't meet earlier
Near time before our paths cross
Admire the way you care for me
Fawn over the relationship we share
Smile at every kiss we have
Laugh uncontrollably with care
Love is the overall thrill I bear
Never taking the same roads
Always crossing the same paths
Never turning down a challenge
Always having each other's backs
Before the sun sets in the summer
After the heat dies down in the fall
Before boys become men and strong
After girls are women and get their menstruals
With each fiber of my being
Without pain and without grief
With every laugh and every flow
Without crying out in relief
Under all the lies and fakes
Above all else that is true
Under the crystal clear sky
Above the ocean which is blue
Nothing else could be clearer
Everything feels joyous with you
Nothing else could take your place
Everything is wondrous and new
Tender when it counts
Tough to protect the weak
Thick-skinned and protective
Thin-lipped and not at all weak
Happy to be together and to be with you
Far from the sadness and loss
Sad that we didn't meet earlier
Near time before our paths cross
Admire the way you care for me
Fawn over the relationship we share
Smile at every kiss we have
Laugh uncontrollably with care
Love is the overall thrill I bear
I Love You
Originally Written: July 22nd, 2011
Nothing more, nothing less
All that's left is sweet abyss
Falling further, faster yet
Sigh my name and steal my breath
Faster now, slower still
Find a way to break my will
Even with such tender ways
Harsher words are blocked away
Make the world stop and freeze
The wind blows with gentle breeze
Eyes widen with simple joy
Heart flutters towards one boy
Just words said by only you
Makes the sky shine so blue
Opens my heart and blinds it too
Until the day we say adieu
Cross my heart, hope to die
Don't say a thing to make me cry
The more you hold me and things you do
Makes me fall more in love with you
Nothing more, nothing less
All that's left is sweet abyss
Falling further, faster yet
Sigh my name and steal my breath
Faster now, slower still
Find a way to break my will
Even with such tender ways
Harsher words are blocked away
Make the world stop and freeze
The wind blows with gentle breeze
Eyes widen with simple joy
Heart flutters towards one boy
Just words said by only you
Makes the sky shine so blue
Opens my heart and blinds it too
Until the day we say adieu
Cross my heart, hope to die
Don't say a thing to make me cry
The more you hold me and things you do
Makes me fall more in love with you
Never Your Girl Again
Originally Written: July 19th, 2011
You played with my heart like it was toy
How could I believe the lies of this boy?
It's time you learn that love is more than a game
My heart was whole and now it won't be the same
Why play the fool when you can play the Joker?
What don't I have that made you go to her?
Trust me, you'll miss what you had when you leave
But don't take my word for it, just believe
When you left, I started to cry
I screamed at you and asked you why
You would do this to me
Go on, pack your shit and leave
I'm someone new and someone strong
You'll come begging back before long
If you so beg me in the end
I will never be your girl again
You played with my heart like it was toy
How could I believe the lies of this boy?
It's time you learn that love is more than a game
My heart was whole and now it won't be the same
Why play the fool when you can play the Joker?
What don't I have that made you go to her?
Trust me, you'll miss what you had when you leave
But don't take my word for it, just believe
When you left, I started to cry
I screamed at you and asked you why
You would do this to me
Go on, pack your shit and leave
I'm someone new and someone strong
You'll come begging back before long
If you so beg me in the end
I will never be your girl again
A Royal Poem
Originally Written: July 7th, 2011
Once upon a time in a magic land
There lived a princess who lead a band
Of men. They bend at knee.
Too bad they could not see
The demon that lies beneath
Pretty make-up and sparkly eyes.
Who will stop those tainted lies
That pass her lips? Makes her freeze
Your soul. Hide from a world
Made of gold, glitter and curls.
Only way you can escape is through
The gate, but the way you
Get it to open, my dear
Kill the mighty princess and don't shed a tear
For her words are poison, her rule is a trap.
So run through the door, quickly! And never come back
Monster [Dark Lyrics]
Artist: Meg & Dia
Originally Written: November 30th, 2010
Why do I lay here
Caged and frozen?
His words are laced with
Silent poison
Blood and murder simply are my darkest dreams
His mind fills of filthy plans from silent screams
Monster
He touched me gently
I do nothing
Screams erupt through the air
That night he let his guard down
Mercy
My knife slipped on his neck
Blood thirsty
Greed for swimming pools of blood and children's pleas
In the end the pain won't stop; she falls to her knees
Monster
He created
I'm a God's child
Dealt a murderous will to hate
Please don't hate me
This means nothing
A knife has swung out
She lies in a righteous grave
Monster
He touched me gently
But does he notice
Blood has filled his pillow lace
They're both dead
But don't turn round
Forgive their sins
The word 'murder' fills my veins
Yeah
Originally Written: November 30th, 2010
Why do I lay here
Caged and frozen?
His words are laced with
Silent poison
Blood and murder simply are my darkest dreams
His mind fills of filthy plans from silent screams
Monster
He touched me gently
I do nothing
Screams erupt through the air
That night he let his guard down
Mercy
My knife slipped on his neck
Blood thirsty
Greed for swimming pools of blood and children's pleas
In the end the pain won't stop; she falls to her knees
Monster
He created
I'm a God's child
Dealt a murderous will to hate
Please don't hate me
This means nothing
A knife has swung out
She lies in a righteous grave
Monster
He touched me gently
But does he notice
Blood has filled his pillow lace
They're both dead
But don't turn round
Forgive their sins
The word 'murder' fills my veins
Yeah
Monster [Fan Lyrics]
Artist: Meg & Dia
Originally Written: November 30th, 2010
He whispers to me
Love me, love me
That's all I ask for
Love me, love me
He wanders inside himself to be loving
Wonders what it's like to touch and feel something
Monster
Feels so lonely
Creatures like us
Looking through the window
They saw us break down
Lost and dormant
They wallow in our wake and torment
Wonder what it's like to love then lose something
Why do you feel threatened by the way we live?
Monster
Feels so lonely
Creatures like us
Looking through the window
He can't
Hear my voice now
Try to settle
With a distant mirage
Monster
That's what they call him
But they don't get us
Our suicide means nothing
Then one voice
Touched us gently
Now instead of fears
We angels work on wings
Yeah
Originally Written: November 30th, 2010
He whispers to me
Love me, love me
That's all I ask for
Love me, love me
He wanders inside himself to be loving
Wonders what it's like to touch and feel something
Monster
Feels so lonely
Creatures like us
Looking through the window
They saw us break down
Lost and dormant
They wallow in our wake and torment
Wonder what it's like to love then lose something
Why do you feel threatened by the way we live?
Monster
Feels so lonely
Creatures like us
Looking through the window
He can't
Hear my voice now
Try to settle
With a distant mirage
Monster
That's what they call him
But they don't get us
Our suicide means nothing
Then one voice
Touched us gently
Now instead of fears
We angels work on wings
Yeah
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Kimi to Taiyou ga Shinda Hi (The Day When You and the Sun Perished) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Highschool of the Dead
Artist: Kurosaki Maon
Originally Written: November 6th, 2010
No matter what comes, stand by me until the end
Sacrifice and sadness are words that carry the truth
Sneer at the despair, why are the tears I cry black?
Just scream out loud, surrender is no option
The everyday solitude that erases my memories
The day when the warmth of the sun had disappeared
Why do you ignore me? I am slowly fading
Screams and noise fill my hand. I can't see my love again.
Remember the sadness. Why d you not hear my cries?
We'll meet again the day the sun won't shine.
The suffering of 9,000 lives
Why do I feel it all inside of me?
The feeling of broken glass
The smiling lies of death
The blacken tears leave trails of memories
Change the seasons
Let me save grace
Despair is the choice left in the end
Take the hand of doubt that intervene with my fate
Karma is the unknown, but you have suffered it's violent weight
Decide and get my way or find out the truth within yourself
Break all the chains and lead life for thee
Farewell my love
Existence crumbles
The world is gone
Tomorrow never exists
Artist: Kurosaki Maon
Originally Written: November 6th, 2010
No matter what comes, stand by me until the end
Sacrifice and sadness are words that carry the truth
Sneer at the despair, why are the tears I cry black?
Just scream out loud, surrender is no option
The everyday solitude that erases my memories
The day when the warmth of the sun had disappeared
Why do you ignore me? I am slowly fading
Screams and noise fill my hand. I can't see my love again.
Remember the sadness. Why d you not hear my cries?
We'll meet again the day the sun won't shine.
The suffering of 9,000 lives
Why do I feel it all inside of me?
The feeling of broken glass
The smiling lies of death
The blacken tears leave trails of memories
Change the seasons
Let me save grace
Despair is the choice left in the end
Take the hand of doubt that intervene with my fate
Karma is the unknown, but you have suffered it's violent weight
Decide and get my way or find out the truth within yourself
Break all the chains and lead life for thee
Farewell my love
Existence crumbles
The world is gone
Tomorrow never exists
Starless Night [English Lyrics]
Anime: Nana
Artist: Olivia Trapnest
Originally Written: November 6th, 2010
I reached into the sky
I closed my eyes and pictured you with me
The clouds engulf the many dreams
I thought of when you were here with me
I'm alone
Though you're standing with me and guide your memories
Hold my hand
Then you take my breath away
Starless night
Don't give up the light that has shone itself on me
The darkness has already made me grieve
Tears are falling down
When you left me then you whispered this to me,
"My wish is for you to be free."
Sometimes we fall apart
Though we have feared the endless suffering
I'm sure that your heart cried for me
As we crossed the tyrant called the deep blue sea
Take my hand
Together we can cast out this clouded scene
Alone we can't
Perfect this entity
Starless night
We'll fight with the might of 11,000 seas
The darkness has forever made us grieve
Endless love more than we can share
Imperfection be no more
You are my shining
Starless night
Don't give up the light that has shone itself on me
The darkness has already made me grieve
Tears are falling down
When you left me then you whispered this to me,
"Please God save me."
Starless night
We'll fight with the might of 11,000 seas
The darkness has forever made us grieve
Endless love more than we can share
Imperfection be no more
You are my shining star
You are my shining star
Artist: Olivia Trapnest
Originally Written: November 6th, 2010
I reached into the sky
I closed my eyes and pictured you with me
The clouds engulf the many dreams
I thought of when you were here with me
I'm alone
Though you're standing with me and guide your memories
Hold my hand
Then you take my breath away
Starless night
Don't give up the light that has shone itself on me
The darkness has already made me grieve
Tears are falling down
When you left me then you whispered this to me,
"My wish is for you to be free."
Sometimes we fall apart
Though we have feared the endless suffering
I'm sure that your heart cried for me
As we crossed the tyrant called the deep blue sea
Take my hand
Together we can cast out this clouded scene
Alone we can't
Perfect this entity
Starless night
We'll fight with the might of 11,000 seas
The darkness has forever made us grieve
Endless love more than we can share
Imperfection be no more
You are my shining
Starless night
Don't give up the light that has shone itself on me
The darkness has already made me grieve
Tears are falling down
When you left me then you whispered this to me,
"Please God save me."
Starless night
We'll fight with the might of 11,000 seas
The darkness has forever made us grieve
Endless love more than we can share
Imperfection be no more
You are my shining star
You are my shining star
Until We Meet Again
Originally Written: August 12th, 2010
He doesn't seem to see me the way that I want
The more that I think about it, the more I hurt
Why can't you love me the way I love you?
The depression I feel is caused by you too
I love your laugh and I love your hair
But your hair is gone now; a decision that you weren't aware
As each day goes by, the farther away you seem
Every time that you pass, my breath always leaves
How I wish you would hold me through the dark night
Whisper in my ear until the twilight
Fall asleep at my side with me in your arms
Star in your dreams and keep you away from harm
Why can't we just be special and unique?
It seems like life has something against me
January is the month when my sadness will be ever growing
The time for you to leave; you will be moving
You are the radiance in my life that keeps me truly alive
Why is it we have to say goodbye?
No matter what happens, though we are friends
I'll still love him from the bottom of my heart until the very end
He doesn't seem to see me the way that I want
The more that I think about it, the more I hurt
Why can't you love me the way I love you?
The depression I feel is caused by you too
I love your laugh and I love your hair
But your hair is gone now; a decision that you weren't aware
As each day goes by, the farther away you seem
Every time that you pass, my breath always leaves
How I wish you would hold me through the dark night
Whisper in my ear until the twilight
Fall asleep at my side with me in your arms
Star in your dreams and keep you away from harm
Why can't we just be special and unique?
It seems like life has something against me
January is the month when my sadness will be ever growing
The time for you to leave; you will be moving
You are the radiance in my life that keeps me truly alive
Why is it we have to say goodbye?
No matter what happens, though we are friends
I'll still love him from the bottom of my heart until the very end
Bravin Bad Brew [English Lyrics]
Anime: Venus Versus Virus
Artist: Rirkya
Originally Written: August 12th, 2010
"Release me from the darkened place."
This voice was saying to me through my mind
I'm in the hell
I'm in the fate
If we embrace I'll freeze right onto you
Why can't I trust no one?
They only come to help if it benefits them
She can't see all of her sins
The color of ignorant bliss is cheerfully enchanting
Day by day
They wait to enter through that door
Leading to my
Endless efforts to turn me to destiny
Your passion for me is the key
To save me from this eternal abyss
"Release me from this darkened place."
I had to shout to get it through your mind
Through your illusions and mistakes
There is only choice divine
Leading to the perfect life
Is it all real or is it all just fake?
I strive for it, Bravin my heart
Even though we're at the end
My innocence is still intact and unblemished
If I can't build enough strength and
Valor then this world is going to destroy me
Day by day
This brew conjures up misfortune
Pray for me
To come back as something that's plain bitterly sweet
The me that controlled how I exist
Vanished and left me all alone again
"How can I not exist?"
My whole existence will fly away with black wings
My never-ending tears flow out
Filling into a void
Don't let me fall into it
Catch me as I fall into the dark night
Together we're Braving Bad Brew
Our hands stay intertwined catching the warmth in our hearts
We are frozen that way all our lives
Your passion for me is the key
To save me from this eternal abyss
"Release me from this darkened place."
I had to shout to get it through your mind
Through your illusions and mistakes
There is only choice divine
Leading to the perfect life
Is it all real or is it all just fake?
I strive for it, Bravin my heart
Catch me as I fall into the dark night
Together we're Bravin my heart
Artist: Rirkya
Originally Written: August 12th, 2010
"Release me from the darkened place."
This voice was saying to me through my mind
I'm in the hell
I'm in the fate
If we embrace I'll freeze right onto you
Why can't I trust no one?
They only come to help if it benefits them
She can't see all of her sins
The color of ignorant bliss is cheerfully enchanting
Day by day
They wait to enter through that door
Leading to my
Endless efforts to turn me to destiny
Your passion for me is the key
To save me from this eternal abyss
"Release me from this darkened place."
I had to shout to get it through your mind
Through your illusions and mistakes
There is only choice divine
Leading to the perfect life
Is it all real or is it all just fake?
I strive for it, Bravin my heart
Even though we're at the end
My innocence is still intact and unblemished
If I can't build enough strength and
Valor then this world is going to destroy me
Day by day
This brew conjures up misfortune
Pray for me
To come back as something that's plain bitterly sweet
The me that controlled how I exist
Vanished and left me all alone again
"How can I not exist?"
My whole existence will fly away with black wings
My never-ending tears flow out
Filling into a void
Don't let me fall into it
Catch me as I fall into the dark night
Together we're Braving Bad Brew
Our hands stay intertwined catching the warmth in our hearts
We are frozen that way all our lives
Your passion for me is the key
To save me from this eternal abyss
"Release me from this darkened place."
I had to shout to get it through your mind
Through your illusions and mistakes
There is only choice divine
Leading to the perfect life
Is it all real or is it all just fake?
I strive for it, Bravin my heart
Catch me as I fall into the dark night
Together we're Bravin my heart
Blue Bird [English Lyrics]
Anime: Naruto Shippuden
Artist: Ikimonogakari
Originally Written: August 11th, 2010
If you could learn to fly
You would have never come back here
You fly above us now
With the blue, with the blue, the blue blue sky
Sadness was never felt, yet was not remembered
Pain has come from your fears and has entered your heart
I try to comfort you, but my feelings don't come through
My love is finally finding the words to use
As you dream of an unknown world
You realize that you're confused
You want the answer, sprout your wings
And fly away
If you could learn to fly, you would have never come back here
You fly above us now
With the white, with the white, the white white clouds
If you could break free now, the answers will become clearer
You made it to the clouds
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
You're caged inside of a home filled with rust and despair
Chaos shutters the windows and melts through the glass
The cage is a prison, but also a house and a home
Why did it have to come and imprison you?
That thumping that's inside your chest
Tells you to go and take a rest
'Cause when the moment comes
You'll soar into the night and flee
If you had the chance to run, would you risk everything you worked for?
Follow your heart and the
Distant voice, distant voice will be your guide
My hand reaches for you, but you turn away and ignore it
Your fate is lined up for you
In the blue, in the blue, the blue blue sky
You wings begin to burn
You hearts just wants to learn
Gather all your might
Light the night
And don't ever give up on your flight
If you could learn to fly, you would have never come back here
You fly above us now
With the white, with the white, the white white clouds
If you could break free now, the answers will become clearer
You made it to the clouds
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
Artist: Ikimonogakari
Originally Written: August 11th, 2010
If you could learn to fly
You would have never come back here
You fly above us now
With the blue, with the blue, the blue blue sky
Sadness was never felt, yet was not remembered
Pain has come from your fears and has entered your heart
I try to comfort you, but my feelings don't come through
My love is finally finding the words to use
As you dream of an unknown world
You realize that you're confused
You want the answer, sprout your wings
And fly away
If you could learn to fly, you would have never come back here
You fly above us now
With the white, with the white, the white white clouds
If you could break free now, the answers will become clearer
You made it to the clouds
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
You're caged inside of a home filled with rust and despair
Chaos shutters the windows and melts through the glass
The cage is a prison, but also a house and a home
Why did it have to come and imprison you?
That thumping that's inside your chest
Tells you to go and take a rest
'Cause when the moment comes
You'll soar into the night and flee
If you had the chance to run, would you risk everything you worked for?
Follow your heart and the
Distant voice, distant voice will be your guide
My hand reaches for you, but you turn away and ignore it
Your fate is lined up for you
In the blue, in the blue, the blue blue sky
You wings begin to burn
You hearts just wants to learn
Gather all your might
Light the night
And don't ever give up on your flight
If you could learn to fly, you would have never come back here
You fly above us now
With the white, with the white, the white white clouds
If you could break free now, the answers will become clearer
You made it to the clouds
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
And the blue, and the blue, the blue blue sky
Ashita no Te (Hand of Tomorrow) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Witchblade
Artist: Mamiko Noto
Originally Written: August 11th, 2010
I whisper "I love you" cautiously
Sometimes feelings flow out endlessly
Yesterday my love stronger, so now it has
Slowly dissolved my tears away
One day you come and your love just came to me
My prayers were heard through destiny
God has heard my last sentence through all of my heartache
Now my lips murmur, "Arigato."
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
The pain and sorrow that faces me
Turns peaceful memories into dreams
The more damage that's done towards us will soon end us
Back to back we face all our fears
Between war and famine, what's the use?
Love keeps you down and burdens the truth
We get cut and burned, but our love brightens up the warzone
Love and hope will save us all
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
Artist: Mamiko Noto
Originally Written: August 11th, 2010
I whisper "I love you" cautiously
Sometimes feelings flow out endlessly
Yesterday my love stronger, so now it has
Slowly dissolved my tears away
One day you come and your love just came to me
My prayers were heard through destiny
God has heard my last sentence through all of my heartache
Now my lips murmur, "Arigato."
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
The pain and sorrow that faces me
Turns peaceful memories into dreams
The more damage that's done towards us will soon end us
Back to back we face all our fears
Between war and famine, what's the use?
Love keeps you down and burdens the truth
We get cut and burned, but our love brightens up the warzone
Love and hope will save us all
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
Tomorrow we'll hold hands and think of the future
Though today is in ruin, our love will keep all of us safe
Tomorrow I'll kiss you and you'll hold me tight
Within the war that's tearing us apart, just know I love you
After Dark [English Lyrics]
Anime: Bleach
Artist: Asian Kung-Fu Generation
Originally Written: August 10th, 2010
The shadows behind me tear apart at the seams
That's when I make my escape
Ignoring the fragrance of the fallen petals
That fall around my feet
The smell came around the corner of a deserted street
As if it were the voice of a child that cried and weeped
Coasting on the dreams that travel within the nightly wind
Why can't they ever be found?
At the same time the whole world is crumbling from the vast decay
Hiding all those dreams in the ground
When I open my eyes, those dreams will spurt from the soul
Grow new hope-giving flowers and I'll know my dreams will never be dead
Awoken from a ghastly wonderland of mischief
And damage, I'll run away
Fly toward the sky and hear those flowers of dream
And hope look up at me and say,
"Blood from the town beyond the corner of that deserted street
All from that familiar child that you found that cried and weeped."
Flowing down an endless stream of blood that's crimson red
Moon's reflection is rejected through comparison
Our dreams will join the stagnant stream of blood that's never bled
Those flowers merge into a world that moves forward but frozen
Coasting on the dreams that travel within the nightly wind
Why can't they ever be found?
At the same time the whole world is crumbling from the vast decay
Hiding all those dreams in the ground
When I open my eyes, those dreams will spurt from the soul
Grow new hope-giving flowers and I'll know my dreams will never be dead
Artist: Asian Kung-Fu Generation
Originally Written: August 10th, 2010
The shadows behind me tear apart at the seams
That's when I make my escape
Ignoring the fragrance of the fallen petals
That fall around my feet
The smell came around the corner of a deserted street
As if it were the voice of a child that cried and weeped
Coasting on the dreams that travel within the nightly wind
Why can't they ever be found?
At the same time the whole world is crumbling from the vast decay
Hiding all those dreams in the ground
When I open my eyes, those dreams will spurt from the soul
Grow new hope-giving flowers and I'll know my dreams will never be dead
Awoken from a ghastly wonderland of mischief
And damage, I'll run away
Fly toward the sky and hear those flowers of dream
And hope look up at me and say,
"Blood from the town beyond the corner of that deserted street
All from that familiar child that you found that cried and weeped."
Flowing down an endless stream of blood that's crimson red
Moon's reflection is rejected through comparison
Our dreams will join the stagnant stream of blood that's never bled
Those flowers merge into a world that moves forward but frozen
Coasting on the dreams that travel within the nightly wind
Why can't they ever be found?
At the same time the whole world is crumbling from the vast decay
Hiding all those dreams in the ground
When I open my eyes, those dreams will spurt from the soul
Grow new hope-giving flowers and I'll know my dreams will never be dead
Tori no Uta (Song of the Bird) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Air
Artist: Lia
Originally Written: July 15th, 2010
We sat down on the bench watching the trail
Of tears washing down the windowpane
They were so beautiful, I couldn't take it; had to run away
I always was so weak, letting go
Mad at myself always scared to change me
Changing the world be easier to me
Than turning someone like me into an angel
A bird with a broken wing can never fly the same, can they?
But they still go on flying like nothing's changed at all
One girl wants to fly against the wind and reach a place far away
She stares across the horizon and wishes she could be there
Kids in school uniforms walk the rainbow railroad tracks
Losing their shoes along the way, their feet feel the wind
We forget these simple times, thinking nothing of it
We think only of our dreams and hope for this reality
Look at the water fading away
As it leaves all its trouble behind
We once were like that when we cross that hill
To watch the sunset fade against the rain and reveal the moonlight
Nothing has changed since that time
Falling deeper into eternity
We guard our strengths all the time,
But we never shield our faults and weakness
The windmill dream of the sky always has to stay the same; it cannot
Change the dream to be something different, unique, and new?
The girl who was from the sky has to abide the same rules, but she won't
Give up her chance to spread her gold wings like her bird friends do
The rainbow is hidden away and the tracks disappeared in the clouds
Storm rage away no matter the conditions
Our memories were intertwined with those tracks that have fade
But we still have time to enjoy them now
Look at the water finding away as it leaves all its trouble behind
The signal to the part of our dreams was given too early and we laughed all day because we both started
To believe in the path that forged for us down that straight path
Even if we slip and fall on our broken dreams, we'll be together and our memories will slay with me
We sat down on the bench watching the trail
Of tears washing down the windowpane
They were so beautiful, I couldn't take it; had to run away
I always was so weak, letting go
Mad at myself always scared to change me
Changing the world be easier to me
Than turning someone like me into an angel
Artist: Lia
Originally Written: July 15th, 2010
We sat down on the bench watching the trail
Of tears washing down the windowpane
They were so beautiful, I couldn't take it; had to run away
I always was so weak, letting go
Mad at myself always scared to change me
Changing the world be easier to me
Than turning someone like me into an angel
A bird with a broken wing can never fly the same, can they?
But they still go on flying like nothing's changed at all
One girl wants to fly against the wind and reach a place far away
She stares across the horizon and wishes she could be there
Kids in school uniforms walk the rainbow railroad tracks
Losing their shoes along the way, their feet feel the wind
We forget these simple times, thinking nothing of it
We think only of our dreams and hope for this reality
Look at the water fading away
As it leaves all its trouble behind
We once were like that when we cross that hill
To watch the sunset fade against the rain and reveal the moonlight
Nothing has changed since that time
Falling deeper into eternity
We guard our strengths all the time,
But we never shield our faults and weakness
The windmill dream of the sky always has to stay the same; it cannot
Change the dream to be something different, unique, and new?
The girl who was from the sky has to abide the same rules, but she won't
Give up her chance to spread her gold wings like her bird friends do
The rainbow is hidden away and the tracks disappeared in the clouds
Storm rage away no matter the conditions
Our memories were intertwined with those tracks that have fade
But we still have time to enjoy them now
Look at the water finding away as it leaves all its trouble behind
The signal to the part of our dreams was given too early and we laughed all day because we both started
To believe in the path that forged for us down that straight path
Even if we slip and fall on our broken dreams, we'll be together and our memories will slay with me
We sat down on the bench watching the trail
Of tears washing down the windowpane
They were so beautiful, I couldn't take it; had to run away
I always was so weak, letting go
Mad at myself always scared to change me
Changing the world be easier to me
Than turning someone like me into an angel
Still Doll [English Lyrics]
Anime: Vampire Knight
Artist: Kanon Wakeshima
Originally Written: July 15th, 2010
Hi Miss Alice
What dreams seek you when you lay in bed?
Can you see with those eyes?
Are you still surprised?
Fascination can cry
Once again my dear
My heart is ripped in half
It bleeds in my chest
It can heal so fast
But it will just reopen
From a glance of my past
Hi Miss Alice
Who is it you seem to love
With those lip that smell of citrus?
Or berries and cream?
Sadness is the price
Of loving you
My heated tongue cannot speak
Until it is cooled
My voice used to sing
Songs of love and affection
But it can't anymore
Still you do not answer
Artist: Kanon Wakeshima
Originally Written: July 15th, 2010
Hi Miss Alice
What dreams seek you when you lay in bed?
Can you see with those eyes?
Are you still surprised?
Fascination can cry
Once again my dear
My heart is ripped in half
It bleeds in my chest
It can heal so fast
But it will just reopen
From a glance of my past
Hi Miss Alice
Who is it you seem to love
With those lip that smell of citrus?
Or berries and cream?
Sadness is the price
Of loving you
My heated tongue cannot speak
Until it is cooled
My voice used to sing
Songs of love and affection
But it can't anymore
Still you do not answer
Alumina [English Lyrics]
Anime: Death Note
Artist: Nightmare
Originally Written: June 25th, 2010
When the flies by no one pays attention to it
A phase that was beneath everyone
A sparkle was seen when I was endlessly walking
To engrave the memories of a believer
I had a dream that nobody else dared to have
To achieve it I gave up on everything I want
This dream of mine will come true, but I can't give up all my hope
Though the real world is false and the ideal doesn't exist
And my feet are bound by the chains that link these facts adjoin
These urges to do wrong has never ever suppressed me
That's because my heart is strong and strongly yearns for more
Lies, fear, vanity and grief they try to influence me
To be this, but I'm not weak and feeble
Who can be controlled by these foolish entities?
Not me cause I'm a natural trickster
I look up at the tall skyscrapers sweeping cross the sky
Starts and space are small and can't be seen by the eye
Will I be lost? I could only think that anything is possible
The city is full of jealous people who can't see that they're fake
I could not be fake since my heart still goes on pure and whole
When I want something bad enough I grab what I need and go
The road that leads to my prize is at the end and leads to tomorrow
My eyes closes and I find myself in a sea of awareness
That's when I see all I need and I open my eyes and catch my last breath
Just cause you're alive doesn't mean you are dying everyday
If you feel this false then you are committing suicide
What I seek is something that no one else can have
Myself is what's true and my first and sole priority
Makings things more complicated makes life more interesting
It's the truth that can be relayed to all
All that I can do is believe in it everyday
It's just my faith, the absolute truth
When the flies by no one pays attention to it
A phase that was beneath everyone
A sparkle was seen when I was endlessly walking
To engrave the memories of a believer
Artist: Nightmare
Originally Written: June 25th, 2010
When the flies by no one pays attention to it
A phase that was beneath everyone
A sparkle was seen when I was endlessly walking
To engrave the memories of a believer
I had a dream that nobody else dared to have
To achieve it I gave up on everything I want
This dream of mine will come true, but I can't give up all my hope
Though the real world is false and the ideal doesn't exist
And my feet are bound by the chains that link these facts adjoin
These urges to do wrong has never ever suppressed me
That's because my heart is strong and strongly yearns for more
Lies, fear, vanity and grief they try to influence me
To be this, but I'm not weak and feeble
Who can be controlled by these foolish entities?
Not me cause I'm a natural trickster
I look up at the tall skyscrapers sweeping cross the sky
Starts and space are small and can't be seen by the eye
Will I be lost? I could only think that anything is possible
The city is full of jealous people who can't see that they're fake
I could not be fake since my heart still goes on pure and whole
When I want something bad enough I grab what I need and go
The road that leads to my prize is at the end and leads to tomorrow
My eyes closes and I find myself in a sea of awareness
That's when I see all I need and I open my eyes and catch my last breath
Just cause you're alive doesn't mean you are dying everyday
If you feel this false then you are committing suicide
What I seek is something that no one else can have
Myself is what's true and my first and sole priority
Makings things more complicated makes life more interesting
It's the truth that can be relayed to all
All that I can do is believe in it everyday
It's just my faith, the absolute truth
When the flies by no one pays attention to it
A phase that was beneath everyone
A sparkle was seen when I was endlessly walking
To engrave the memories of a believer
Brightdown [English Lyrics]
Anime: D.Gray~man
Artist: Nami Tamaki
Originally Written: May 20th, 2010
My fingers stand still at the touch of this frozen bond
In the crack that lays on the base of my crumbling heart
My body searches for more whoa...
Vanishing within this intangible murkiness
Dimming thoughts of you run back into my mind
What I seek is an illusion
"I see my destiny run over me..."
In a world magnificent, my memory lives on
It binds with my dreams, and touches the sky gently
In a scene with us, meeting on a deserted street
It seemed like fate has been watching over me
Even if you go far, so far away from me
I'll be able to follow the light that shines it's way to you
My dreams and yours will finally come true
Thoughts inside my head return after I lost my soul
It promises that I can have my future whole
I will find my tomorrow whoa...
It's large voice echoes into my empty heart
The words that are said decide my chosen path
We'll walk towards the sky fearlessly
"I see my destiny run over me..."
In a world that changes, my love travels time
And tries to seek the truth of what lies ahead for me
On the perfect night where it and the heartbeats never end
Trembling so loud they echo ears and shatter them
So when your light disappears in the dark
And leaves me all alone to find my dream alone again
My dreams and yours will truly come true
In a world magnificent, my memory lives on
It binds with my dreams, and touches the sky gently
In a scene with us, meeting on a deserted street
It seemed like fate has been watching over me
Even if you go far, so far away from me
I'll be able to follow the light that shines it's way to you
My dreams and yours will finally come true
Artist: Nami Tamaki
Originally Written: May 20th, 2010
My fingers stand still at the touch of this frozen bond
In the crack that lays on the base of my crumbling heart
My body searches for more whoa...
Vanishing within this intangible murkiness
Dimming thoughts of you run back into my mind
What I seek is an illusion
"I see my destiny run over me..."
In a world magnificent, my memory lives on
It binds with my dreams, and touches the sky gently
In a scene with us, meeting on a deserted street
It seemed like fate has been watching over me
Even if you go far, so far away from me
I'll be able to follow the light that shines it's way to you
My dreams and yours will finally come true
Thoughts inside my head return after I lost my soul
It promises that I can have my future whole
I will find my tomorrow whoa...
It's large voice echoes into my empty heart
The words that are said decide my chosen path
We'll walk towards the sky fearlessly
"I see my destiny run over me..."
In a world that changes, my love travels time
And tries to seek the truth of what lies ahead for me
On the perfect night where it and the heartbeats never end
Trembling so loud they echo ears and shatter them
So when your light disappears in the dark
And leaves me all alone to find my dream alone again
My dreams and yours will truly come true
In a world magnificent, my memory lives on
It binds with my dreams, and touches the sky gently
In a scene with us, meeting on a deserted street
It seemed like fate has been watching over me
Even if you go far, so far away from me
I'll be able to follow the light that shines it's way to you
My dreams and yours will finally come true
Doubt and Trust [English Lyrics]
Anime: D.Gray~Man
Artist: Access
Originally Written: May 12th , 2010
Running in the dark where I've never gone before
Feeling like I'm lost in a world that makes me blind and more
It traps people inside of loneliness, and pretends that everyone is happy
Going to chase my destiny and go into the void
I'm not in fear and not afraid to go deeper still
Desire and dreams fill up my drive to be,
Whatever I want, what I can, and need
Why won't you open your heart?
Forgiveness is the place you should start
Darkness is born from light and lives to consume it
Truth rattles lies, becoming one and darkens lives
And pierces through the purest hearts
Bracing the frightening cold, where everything's the same
They deceive you with their lies, promises of wishes to fulfill
Wrapping you in their fear
I call on my dreams in the end and your love and pain shines through
I hear your angel voice as it begs for everything
Wanting things you don't need and throw it all away
No matter what you lose, you don't see to care
The cold ahead decides your inevitable fate
Light walks into darkness and overcomes it's dare
The feeling of doubt and trust, it conquers all the constant stares
That's suppose to make you sad and blue
Take my hope and make a stand, exchange feelings tonight
Caress the warmth that grows from seeing the roots that start it all
Take into it, alright
Before it all fades away in the end, tell me your deepest dreams
Darkness is born from light and lives to consume it
Truth rattles lies, becoming one and darkens lives
And pierces through the purest hearts
Bracing the frightening cold, where everything's the same
They deceive you with their lies, promises of wishes to fulfill
Wrapping you in their fear
I call on my dreams in the end and your love and pain shines through
Artist: Access
Originally Written: May 12th , 2010
Running in the dark where I've never gone before
Feeling like I'm lost in a world that makes me blind and more
It traps people inside of loneliness, and pretends that everyone is happy
Going to chase my destiny and go into the void
I'm not in fear and not afraid to go deeper still
Desire and dreams fill up my drive to be,
Whatever I want, what I can, and need
Why won't you open your heart?
Forgiveness is the place you should start
Darkness is born from light and lives to consume it
Truth rattles lies, becoming one and darkens lives
And pierces through the purest hearts
Bracing the frightening cold, where everything's the same
They deceive you with their lies, promises of wishes to fulfill
Wrapping you in their fear
I call on my dreams in the end and your love and pain shines through
I hear your angel voice as it begs for everything
Wanting things you don't need and throw it all away
No matter what you lose, you don't see to care
The cold ahead decides your inevitable fate
Light walks into darkness and overcomes it's dare
The feeling of doubt and trust, it conquers all the constant stares
That's suppose to make you sad and blue
Take my hope and make a stand, exchange feelings tonight
Caress the warmth that grows from seeing the roots that start it all
Take into it, alright
Before it all fades away in the end, tell me your deepest dreams
Darkness is born from light and lives to consume it
Truth rattles lies, becoming one and darkens lives
And pierces through the purest hearts
Bracing the frightening cold, where everything's the same
They deceive you with their lies, promises of wishes to fulfill
Wrapping you in their fear
I call on my dreams in the end and your love and pain shines through
Find The Blue [English Lyrics]
Anime: Chaos; Head
Artist: Itou Kanako
Originally Written: May 12th, 2010
Chaos run through the streets and bring the
Pain of everyone you have destroyed
Their dreams, wishes, and goals
Ah...
The fear is reflected in the children's eyes
Outline of the past laid out out in plain daylight
They have to be silent now
No tears and cries can't be heard now
The enemy is hiding, standing like a statue
A misguided antique, or piece of architecture
Depends on the mind that sees
This enemy's true power is betrayal
Making the unknown true
This unfamiliar vision that's in the light
Of day that pulls you in the ground
You return to consciousness realizing that
The main rhythm is lost and off beat
This air that's too thick to breath and
Something so far you cannot see
Because of this problem we start destruction that
Comes to infect the whole world and then
I finally became
Chaos that run through the streets and bring the
Pain of everyone it has destroyed
Everything in a mile radius is thrown to
The ground and spread cross the area
Through buildings are gone; sky is
Concealed, a crack of light steals away
Their dreams, wishes and goals
Ah... They'll never get it back
I fall into the new world so quick and I'm losing myself
Though I'm safe and it's colorful
This surrounding noise.
This place was peaceful, you want
It back then, Find the blue
The invisible presence invade the mind;
Running through it like it were air and it could fly
Pockets of people with invaded minds, were filled
With no thing except sadness and false hope
Words of happiness and true hope fell on deaf ear,
Meaning nothing more than ice cream on a snow day
Loneliness is here to stay as long
As the people's minds are easily persuasive
They trick you; they're harmful
Lining up my memories side by side
To see all my misery
If they somehow succeed after one
Another, pieces of my mind would fall
Into the darkness and continue to fade,
Hearing words that don't make sense
I'll take these words and bad memories of me
And bend them all so they can redefine me
That's when it ends
Chaos run through the streets and escape
To places that you can't return
Humans and souls fall half asleep and
Cross the fields of acid areas
The sun floats after and grays the
Blue away from the sky and
Everything beautiful in the world.
Ah... It'll never come back
I fall into the new world, so quick and I'm losing myself
So this frozen paradise seems
Colorful, happy and new
With all your hearts now, take the fall
So you can Find the blue
I finally became
Chaos that run through the streets and bring the
Pain of everyone it has destroyed
Everything in a mile radius is thrown to
The ground and spread cross the area
Through buildings are gone; sky is
Concealed, a crack of light steals away
Their dreams, wishes and goals
Ah... They'll never get it back
I fall into the new world so quick and I'm losing myself
Though I'm safe and it's colorful
This surrounding noise.
This place was peaceful, you want
It back then, Find the blue
Artist: Itou Kanako
Originally Written: May 12th, 2010
Chaos run through the streets and bring the
Pain of everyone you have destroyed
Their dreams, wishes, and goals
Ah...
The fear is reflected in the children's eyes
Outline of the past laid out out in plain daylight
They have to be silent now
No tears and cries can't be heard now
The enemy is hiding, standing like a statue
A misguided antique, or piece of architecture
Depends on the mind that sees
This enemy's true power is betrayal
Making the unknown true
This unfamiliar vision that's in the light
Of day that pulls you in the ground
You return to consciousness realizing that
The main rhythm is lost and off beat
This air that's too thick to breath and
Something so far you cannot see
Because of this problem we start destruction that
Comes to infect the whole world and then
I finally became
Chaos that run through the streets and bring the
Pain of everyone it has destroyed
Everything in a mile radius is thrown to
The ground and spread cross the area
Through buildings are gone; sky is
Concealed, a crack of light steals away
Their dreams, wishes and goals
Ah... They'll never get it back
I fall into the new world so quick and I'm losing myself
Though I'm safe and it's colorful
This surrounding noise.
This place was peaceful, you want
It back then, Find the blue
The invisible presence invade the mind;
Running through it like it were air and it could fly
Pockets of people with invaded minds, were filled
With no thing except sadness and false hope
Words of happiness and true hope fell on deaf ear,
Meaning nothing more than ice cream on a snow day
Loneliness is here to stay as long
As the people's minds are easily persuasive
They trick you; they're harmful
Lining up my memories side by side
To see all my misery
If they somehow succeed after one
Another, pieces of my mind would fall
Into the darkness and continue to fade,
Hearing words that don't make sense
I'll take these words and bad memories of me
And bend them all so they can redefine me
That's when it ends
Chaos run through the streets and escape
To places that you can't return
Humans and souls fall half asleep and
Cross the fields of acid areas
The sun floats after and grays the
Blue away from the sky and
Everything beautiful in the world.
Ah... It'll never come back
I fall into the new world, so quick and I'm losing myself
So this frozen paradise seems
Colorful, happy and new
With all your hearts now, take the fall
So you can Find the blue
I finally became
Chaos that run through the streets and bring the
Pain of everyone it has destroyed
Everything in a mile radius is thrown to
The ground and spread cross the area
Through buildings are gone; sky is
Concealed, a crack of light steals away
Their dreams, wishes and goals
Ah... They'll never get it back
I fall into the new world so quick and I'm losing myself
Though I'm safe and it's colorful
This surrounding noise.
This place was peaceful, you want
It back then, Find the blue
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Shinjitsu no Uta (Song of Truth) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Inuyasha
Artist: Do As Infinity
Originally Written: May 12th, 2010
The red-orange colored sun
That illuminates everything
Brightens my sorry past
And my desperate present life
I see both side by side
Watching every mistake
What have I done to deserve this?
I could be anything I want
I don't live my life the way that I should
Keeping my presence secret from everyone
Please help me live more freely than I already am
In case I suffer, I can take it all
My heart grows strong in it's endless quest for
This song of truth cleanses my soul and reborns
This conflict hat grows in me
Will never be resolved
Which is more precious:
My heart or my life reborn?
I live life by my rules
Now becoming a rebel
I don't look at the smiles that come
From the nicest people you have ever known
Fate, what do you have in store for me?
The darkness is too much to deal with right now
When will the pain go, wash away, and leave me alone?
I always look back to the past for the
Answers to questions that never come straight
This song of truth will help me to reach the sky
Fate, what do you have in store for me?
The darkness is too much to deal with right now
The song of truth cleanses my soul and reborns
I don't live my life freely as I should everyday
Please help me live more freely as I should everyday
This song of truth, help me reach towards the sky someday
Artist: Do As Infinity
Originally Written: May 12th, 2010
The red-orange colored sun
That illuminates everything
Brightens my sorry past
And my desperate present life
I see both side by side
Watching every mistake
What have I done to deserve this?
I could be anything I want
I don't live my life the way that I should
Keeping my presence secret from everyone
Please help me live more freely than I already am
In case I suffer, I can take it all
My heart grows strong in it's endless quest for
This song of truth cleanses my soul and reborns
This conflict hat grows in me
Will never be resolved
Which is more precious:
My heart or my life reborn?
I live life by my rules
Now becoming a rebel
I don't look at the smiles that come
From the nicest people you have ever known
Fate, what do you have in store for me?
The darkness is too much to deal with right now
When will the pain go, wash away, and leave me alone?
I always look back to the past for the
Answers to questions that never come straight
This song of truth will help me to reach the sky
Fate, what do you have in store for me?
The darkness is too much to deal with right now
The song of truth cleanses my soul and reborns
I don't live my life freely as I should everyday
Please help me live more freely as I should everyday
This song of truth, help me reach towards the sky someday
Monday, February 11, 2013
Come [English Lyrics]
Anime: Inuyasha
Artist: Namie Amuro
Originally Written: May 11th, 2010
If you feel blue, just dry your eyes
You can't just cry right now
Whatever you go through know you
Can come to me and cry
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
So come over to me
Come my way
Can you see me in the dark?
Come close to me
Follow the light that is my voice
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
You don't have to be alone no more
So come my way
I realize that you are my life
You are special and I love you so
You care for me and I care for you
My world consist of you
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
I'll come over to you
Come my way
Close yours eyes and rely on me
Come close to me
Fall asleep and dream of me
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
I won't let you be alone no more
So come my way
Calling out
Can you hear me? Yeah
So come my way
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
So come over to me
Come my way
Can you see me in the dark?
Come close to me
Follow the light that is my voice
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
You don't have to be alone no more
So come my way
Come my way
Come close to me
Come my way
Come close to me
Artist: Namie Amuro
Originally Written: May 11th, 2010
If you feel blue, just dry your eyes
You can't just cry right now
Whatever you go through know you
Can come to me and cry
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
So come over to me
Come my way
Can you see me in the dark?
Come close to me
Follow the light that is my voice
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
You don't have to be alone no more
So come my way
I realize that you are my life
You are special and I love you so
You care for me and I care for you
My world consist of you
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
I'll come over to you
Come my way
Close yours eyes and rely on me
Come close to me
Fall asleep and dream of me
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
I won't let you be alone no more
So come my way
Calling out
Can you hear me? Yeah
So come my way
I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
So come over to me
Come my way
Can you see me in the dark?
Come close to me
Follow the light that is my voice
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
You don't have to be alone no more
So come my way
Come my way
Come close to me
Come my way
Come close to me
Romance Royale: The Conclusion
Originally Written: May 11th, 2010
So when we last saw this fight
Three had gave it all their might
All died because of selfish reasons
Death became my only treason
Now a foolish one seeks my love
Claims he's better than said above
Blond hair, blue eyes, how could it be?
Is it the one I've been searching for?
My previous spite vanquished
My heart became forlorn
His smile brought me peace
His voice gave me chills
My hand wanted more
But my mind ran for the hills
This love was dangerous
Death isn't meant for the humane
It's better off alone
Nowhere near the great and sane
But when he says my name...
*Sigh* Who is there to blame?
"Love or death" is the battle in her heart
Which one will she choose? Possibilities... start
Her natural call is the act of slaughter
Not love or family or raising a daughter
But he makes her feel... like she's not... a threat
Just a touch of her finger could put him in cardiac arrest
He isn't afraid of what she is
He isn't afraid of what she can do
He isn't afraid of the power she possesses
He isn't afraid of her wrath too
All he wants is for them to be free
The moment has come for them to run
Everyone is on their trail, hope seems lost
His shirt is ripped off after the firing of a gun
Wings sprout from his back
Her eyes widen in fear
An angel of heaven, that's who he is?
What is he doing here?
Love and death can co-exist as long as we
Our hands intertwine as we soared over the sea
Where this will lead? Just pray you don't see me
So when we last saw this fight
Three had gave it all their might
All died because of selfish reasons
Death became my only treason
Now a foolish one seeks my love
Claims he's better than said above
Blond hair, blue eyes, how could it be?
Is it the one I've been searching for?
My previous spite vanquished
My heart became forlorn
His smile brought me peace
His voice gave me chills
My hand wanted more
But my mind ran for the hills
This love was dangerous
Death isn't meant for the humane
It's better off alone
Nowhere near the great and sane
But when he says my name...
*Sigh* Who is there to blame?
"Love or death" is the battle in her heart
Which one will she choose? Possibilities... start
Her natural call is the act of slaughter
Not love or family or raising a daughter
But he makes her feel... like she's not... a threat
Just a touch of her finger could put him in cardiac arrest
He isn't afraid of what she is
He isn't afraid of what she can do
He isn't afraid of the power she possesses
He isn't afraid of her wrath too
All he wants is for them to be free
The moment has come for them to run
Everyone is on their trail, hope seems lost
His shirt is ripped off after the firing of a gun
Wings sprout from his back
Her eyes widen in fear
An angel of heaven, that's who he is?
What is he doing here?
Love and death can co-exist as long as we
Our hands intertwine as we soared over the sea
Where this will lead? Just pray you don't see me
Bokutachi no Yukue (Our Whereabouts) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Gundam Seed Destiny
Artist: Hitomi Takahashi
Originally Written: November 24th, 2009
Even though we're lost,
We will find our way
Our destination has been long
Lived searched everyday
We may be sad now, but no
Matter what they have to say
We will shine radiantly
In every way
My heart aches thought the past is gone
I seek a place for my translucent heart
Seeking for you and everything I want
But it ends in such a stupid mess
What have I done? I got it all taken
All the things we worked so hard for
Though this is bad luck is stuck to me
My dreams won't have the chance to fade
You can never go on if
You live in the past
Accept who you are and
Your bad mistakes
Though we live in reject we will
Never give up what we want
Just so the next year
Is better off
Even though we're lost
We will find our way
Our destination has been long
Lived searched every day
We may be sad now, but no
matter what they have to say
We will shine radiantly
In every way
Cause I'm never gonna stop streak my dream!
We turn our backs on kind heartedness
But we were trying to build up our strength
Because we know that once you're on your own
There's no one to support you there
There are hellos as well as goodbyes
But it depends on how we take them
We gotta believe that we will meet again
Or our motivation ends at that trail
One day I reveal
The hidden messages
So that everyone else
Can understand
Why we leave one behind and why
It hurts so much to know
The reason behind those
Awful byes
We all know we changed,
But now the time is here
To look inside your heart and
Dreams instead of your mind
Though the time has passed, there
Are some that don't believe in this
And my thoughts will forever
Stay the same
Cause I'm never gonna stop streak my dream!
Once I lose my way,
I will have to go back
To the way I once lived
And get used to it
But if I find the track,
That takes me tumbling back...
Even though we're lost
We will find our way
Our destination has been long
Lived searched every day
We may be sad now, but no
matter what they have to say
We will shine radiantly
In every way
Cause I'm never gonna stop streak my dream!
Artist: Hitomi Takahashi
Originally Written: November 24th, 2009
Even though we're lost,
We will find our way
Our destination has been long
Lived searched everyday
We may be sad now, but no
Matter what they have to say
We will shine radiantly
In every way
My heart aches thought the past is gone
I seek a place for my translucent heart
Seeking for you and everything I want
But it ends in such a stupid mess
What have I done? I got it all taken
All the things we worked so hard for
Though this is bad luck is stuck to me
My dreams won't have the chance to fade
You can never go on if
You live in the past
Accept who you are and
Your bad mistakes
Though we live in reject we will
Never give up what we want
Just so the next year
Is better off
Even though we're lost
We will find our way
Our destination has been long
Lived searched every day
We may be sad now, but no
matter what they have to say
We will shine radiantly
In every way
Cause I'm never gonna stop streak my dream!
We turn our backs on kind heartedness
But we were trying to build up our strength
Because we know that once you're on your own
There's no one to support you there
There are hellos as well as goodbyes
But it depends on how we take them
We gotta believe that we will meet again
Or our motivation ends at that trail
One day I reveal
The hidden messages
So that everyone else
Can understand
Why we leave one behind and why
It hurts so much to know
The reason behind those
Awful byes
We all know we changed,
But now the time is here
To look inside your heart and
Dreams instead of your mind
Though the time has passed, there
Are some that don't believe in this
And my thoughts will forever
Stay the same
Cause I'm never gonna stop streak my dream!
Once I lose my way,
I will have to go back
To the way I once lived
And get used to it
But if I find the track,
That takes me tumbling back...
Even though we're lost
We will find our way
Our destination has been long
Lived searched every day
We may be sad now, but no
matter what they have to say
We will shine radiantly
In every way
Cause I'm never gonna stop streak my dream!
Aozora no Namida (Tears of the Blue Sky) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Blood+
Artist: Hitomi Takahashi
Originally Written: November 22nd, 2009
I wait for you in here,
Where darkness turns to tears
I realize what they mean and
I shed my tears for you
A place that once was dead,
Has now been wished by me
Pain and sorrow cloak this place,
But I don't want to hurt you
Life will change and go on
More smoothly cause of me
But somehow I can't see what
They mean by the future
My heart freezes
My body whole
These demons come
To take my soul
These demons called sadness
They will take over me
Fate has planned this form the beginning
I never stood a chance
I wandered into the darkness
I will come back one day
Courage is found within sadness
That's what they've come to say
Look up at the sky!
These tears fall from heaven
If I find the light,
Then why will be able to smile
Wind runs away from me
To join up with the sea
I try to grasp my hand
Around my plans, but so far
So close I can see, this
Is not the place to be
I trust no one, but can you believe
In yourself when you are lost?
The moon above me is so
Peaceful and waits for me
The water aides the moon on
Its quest to help me break free
Of the confused state the I'm in
So I can forget and start again
My heart hopes for change and re-growth
But what if it's a dream?
Tomorrow may have in store nothing,
And I turn old and gray
But that's okay cause I know that
I can always alter fate
My hands that couldn't do nothing
Can now do something great
Look into my eyes!
These tears fall from heaven
I finally found the light,
It will be clear forever
I will go on toward the path of
Wisdom, courage, knowledge, new life
My path ends at endless futures
Just as long as I know myself
These demons called sadness
They will take over me
Fate has planned this form the beginning
I never stood a chance
I wandered into the darkness
I will come back one day
Courage is found within sadness
That's what they've come to say
Look up at the sky!
These tears fall from heaven
If I find the light,
Then why will be able to smile
Artist: Hitomi Takahashi
Originally Written: November 22nd, 2009
I wait for you in here,
Where darkness turns to tears
I realize what they mean and
I shed my tears for you
A place that once was dead,
Has now been wished by me
Pain and sorrow cloak this place,
But I don't want to hurt you
Life will change and go on
More smoothly cause of me
But somehow I can't see what
They mean by the future
My heart freezes
My body whole
These demons come
To take my soul
These demons called sadness
They will take over me
Fate has planned this form the beginning
I never stood a chance
I wandered into the darkness
I will come back one day
Courage is found within sadness
That's what they've come to say
Look up at the sky!
These tears fall from heaven
If I find the light,
Then why will be able to smile
Wind runs away from me
To join up with the sea
I try to grasp my hand
Around my plans, but so far
So close I can see, this
Is not the place to be
I trust no one, but can you believe
In yourself when you are lost?
The moon above me is so
Peaceful and waits for me
The water aides the moon on
Its quest to help me break free
Of the confused state the I'm in
So I can forget and start again
My heart hopes for change and re-growth
But what if it's a dream?
Tomorrow may have in store nothing,
And I turn old and gray
But that's okay cause I know that
I can always alter fate
My hands that couldn't do nothing
Can now do something great
Look into my eyes!
These tears fall from heaven
I finally found the light,
It will be clear forever
I will go on toward the path of
Wisdom, courage, knowledge, new life
My path ends at endless futures
Just as long as I know myself
These demons called sadness
They will take over me
Fate has planned this form the beginning
I never stood a chance
I wandered into the darkness
I will come back one day
Courage is found within sadness
That's what they've come to say
Look up at the sky!
These tears fall from heaven
If I find the light,
Then why will be able to smile
Innocent Sorrow [English Lyrics]
Anime: D.Gray~man
Artist: Abingdon Boys School
Originally Written: November 21th, 2009
Lost in the dark with a wound
That spreads and bleeds
It tears me up; tears me down;
Pain in the dark
My wounded chest makes me
Forget all of my thoughts
My past and present collide
With one sweet breath
A nightmare that doesn't end
And you can't wake from
Sweat and fevers shut out
Your angelic soft voice
Don't cry, If I had
Told you from the start
You'd be so scared, you'd tremble and
Forget to say goodbye, Oh...
Don't leave, I haven't
Given up just yet
All I need is your touch,
Give me your soft hand
Sand free to form, free to
Bend, free from anything
My wish was cast, but dispersed so
Close to the light
That made me grieve,
Tears of infinite remorse
They stain a face that
Remains forever closed
My prayers are still unheard
Please make them continue
They pierce a wound that can be
Found between my fingers
Don't cry, I saved you
From the pain and tears
That never left; I try to scream
All that away from you, Oh...
Don't go, I still need
To feel your touch
Hold me just a bit stronger
Ever and never end
Cause you feel so far away
With my wings I'll fly
Away to sweet abyss
I know I'll miss you too, but
I will be born again someday
Don't cry, If I had
Told you from the start
You'd be so scared, you'd tremble and
Forget to say goodbye, Oh...
Don't leave, I haven't
Given up just yet
All I need is your touch
Don't die, you are
My one and only wish
I searched for you so long it's just
So hard to say goodbye, Oh...
Don't weep, it'll be okay
If you stay with me
Hold me a lot closer
Ever and never end
Break down! Right now! Fill me up!
I just, you just, blow up!
Livin' it up! Pump it up!
Inside and outside; freak out!
Artist: Abingdon Boys School
Originally Written: November 21th, 2009
Lost in the dark with a wound
That spreads and bleeds
It tears me up; tears me down;
Pain in the dark
My wounded chest makes me
Forget all of my thoughts
My past and present collide
With one sweet breath
A nightmare that doesn't end
And you can't wake from
Sweat and fevers shut out
Your angelic soft voice
Don't cry, If I had
Told you from the start
You'd be so scared, you'd tremble and
Forget to say goodbye, Oh...
Don't leave, I haven't
Given up just yet
All I need is your touch,
Give me your soft hand
Sand free to form, free to
Bend, free from anything
My wish was cast, but dispersed so
Close to the light
That made me grieve,
Tears of infinite remorse
They stain a face that
Remains forever closed
My prayers are still unheard
Please make them continue
They pierce a wound that can be
Found between my fingers
Don't cry, I saved you
From the pain and tears
That never left; I try to scream
All that away from you, Oh...
Don't go, I still need
To feel your touch
Hold me just a bit stronger
Ever and never end
Cause you feel so far away
With my wings I'll fly
Away to sweet abyss
I know I'll miss you too, but
I will be born again someday
Don't cry, If I had
Told you from the start
You'd be so scared, you'd tremble and
Forget to say goodbye, Oh...
Don't leave, I haven't
Given up just yet
All I need is your touch
Don't die, you are
My one and only wish
I searched for you so long it's just
So hard to say goodbye, Oh...
Don't weep, it'll be okay
If you stay with me
Hold me a lot closer
Ever and never end
Break down! Right now! Fill me up!
I just, you just, blow up!
Livin' it up! Pump it up!
Inside and outside; freak out!
Rakuen no Tobira (Door to Paradise) [English Lyrics]
Anime: Mythical Detective Loki Ragnorok
Artist: White Bound
Originally Written: November 13th, 2009
The moon looks down on the street
It's white beauty flashes down on me
The blue labyrinth encases
That devil appearance that hides and just sleeps
Ah, This earth is not the place
For the feeble, but the boy (boy)
Believing, dreaming
Of a place that shines
Somewhere up in space
Spirits long for it and seek for so much more
Ah, What if it could be?
A place where darkness could just stand still
And light shone through
Would anything change is there were such a place?
(Ah, if we can just believe)
Ah, What if it were true?
To solve all our plights, our hearts will see pure paradise
But if it's all fake, then we will just pretend (just pretend)
So our real battle starts right now, so let's begin
What awaits the door of dreams?
A nightmare that is just plain out endless
The poison that numbs your brain
Will assist in your nightmarish death trapeze
Ah, Will you be troubled by
Your inner turmoil boy (boy)
Flying, awakening
Only just to see
Your endless mistakes
Has left you strapped in chains that feed your cycle of regret
Ah, What will happen to me?
After the journey ends and I find myself lost again
Will I interpret my will and God's philosophy
(Ah, if you look inside yourself)
Ah, My journey is long lived
Can the temple be opened with conscious minds whose path is planned
The legend is grand, but we can accomplish it (accomplish it)
So let the challenge begin, and let's get ready to go
If you go, I'll follow you
To a place that will reveal the truth
All together or me and you
Depends on the conquest
Ah, What if it could be?
A place where darkness could just stand still
And light shone through
Would anything change is there were such a place?
(Ah, if we can just believe)
Ah, What if it were true?
To solve all our plights, our hearts will see pure paradise
But if it's all fake, then we will just pretend (just pretend)
So our real battle starts right now, so let's begin
Artist: White Bound
Originally Written: November 13th, 2009
The moon looks down on the street
It's white beauty flashes down on me
The blue labyrinth encases
That devil appearance that hides and just sleeps
Ah, This earth is not the place
For the feeble, but the boy (boy)
Believing, dreaming
Of a place that shines
Somewhere up in space
Spirits long for it and seek for so much more
Ah, What if it could be?
A place where darkness could just stand still
And light shone through
Would anything change is there were such a place?
(Ah, if we can just believe)
Ah, What if it were true?
To solve all our plights, our hearts will see pure paradise
But if it's all fake, then we will just pretend (just pretend)
So our real battle starts right now, so let's begin
What awaits the door of dreams?
A nightmare that is just plain out endless
The poison that numbs your brain
Will assist in your nightmarish death trapeze
Ah, Will you be troubled by
Your inner turmoil boy (boy)
Flying, awakening
Only just to see
Your endless mistakes
Has left you strapped in chains that feed your cycle of regret
Ah, What will happen to me?
After the journey ends and I find myself lost again
Will I interpret my will and God's philosophy
(Ah, if you look inside yourself)
Ah, My journey is long lived
Can the temple be opened with conscious minds whose path is planned
The legend is grand, but we can accomplish it (accomplish it)
So let the challenge begin, and let's get ready to go
If you go, I'll follow you
To a place that will reveal the truth
All together or me and you
Depends on the conquest
Ah, What if it could be?
A place where darkness could just stand still
And light shone through
Would anything change is there were such a place?
(Ah, if we can just believe)
Ah, What if it were true?
To solve all our plights, our hearts will see pure paradise
But if it's all fake, then we will just pretend (just pretend)
So our real battle starts right now, so let's begin
Romance Royale
Originally Written: July 11th, 2009
Loving you is forbidden
It's something that I shouldn't do
There is someone you are to marry
All you want is me to say, "I love you"
Loving him is against the rules
Loving her is almost the same
They're both in love with each other
But one small fact still remains
This is wrong
It shouldn't be
How can both be in love?
Both genders with me?
They fight over me
Threaten each other
But I don't like the attention
My boyfriend asks my brother,
"Two seek her for their own
What should I do?"
The answer was pretty clear
He proposed to me a quarter 'til two
This is the start of the Romance Royale
Where three lovely people battle it out
Whether or not they come out alive
Is anyone's guess, plead, or cry
Guy one bought me a ring
Impress me by getting up to sing
He failed and went up in flames
Kissed me and yelled my name
Guy two repeated one's little tricks
Except when he sung, he got sick
Drowned in silence, but noisily still
Til death took his breath and took the kill
One left standing being the girl
Came to me, suppose to rock my world
I kissed her lips and whispered to her,
"If you want me, you got to learn
My love is a gift meant to be given"
A knife to her heart was has to be receiven
All three were foolish for falling in love with death
I planned it of course, so who will be next?
Loving you is forbidden
It's something that I shouldn't do
There is someone you are to marry
All you want is me to say, "I love you"
Loving him is against the rules
Loving her is almost the same
They're both in love with each other
But one small fact still remains
This is wrong
It shouldn't be
How can both be in love?
Both genders with me?
They fight over me
Threaten each other
But I don't like the attention
My boyfriend asks my brother,
"Two seek her for their own
What should I do?"
The answer was pretty clear
He proposed to me a quarter 'til two
This is the start of the Romance Royale
Where three lovely people battle it out
Whether or not they come out alive
Is anyone's guess, plead, or cry
Guy one bought me a ring
Impress me by getting up to sing
He failed and went up in flames
Kissed me and yelled my name
Guy two repeated one's little tricks
Except when he sung, he got sick
Drowned in silence, but noisily still
Til death took his breath and took the kill
One left standing being the girl
Came to me, suppose to rock my world
I kissed her lips and whispered to her,
"If you want me, you got to learn
My love is a gift meant to be given"
A knife to her heart was has to be receiven
All three were foolish for falling in love with death
I planned it of course, so who will be next?
Once I Began
Originally Written: Sometime in high school
Fading
Fading
into the darkness.
I can't imagine
why my heart is
so
defiant in this
trial. Why must
life speed along
quickly?
It won't slow down.
It's annoying how
they look at me, like
I
am the cause of
the disease. What
good is lost and
found
if you can't locate
the exit? My eyes
are stripped from
the
light. I became blind.
Foolish enough to
attempt to fight the
monster within.
Lonely
Originally Written: Sometime in high school
Loveless and empty
Overachieved and ignored
Nonexistent
Evaporating in time
Lost within themselves
Yearning to love
Why don't you love me
The way you do for her?
Am I ugly?
Am I unpleasant?
My feelings, you don't concur
Is it her smile
That sparkles like the sun?
Bright and welcoming
Open and giving
I think we're now 1-1
I have all of that
So why?
Why her out of all?
I love you too, but
I fall under the perfection
That she binds
She's attractive enough
Like me too
What do you see?
Some originality
I do, but that's news to you
Is it her laughter
That makes your heart race?
And rocket toward the moon
All through the afternoon
Only thinking of her face
I guess you'll never love me
Not as much as you do her
She's more to you than anything
I'll never mean that much
So good luck, be happy, for we may never meet until the end
For I have descended into the darkness again
Loveless and empty
Overachieved and ignored
Nonexistent
Evaporating in time
Lost within themselves
Yearning to love
Why don't you love me
The way you do for her?
Am I ugly?
Am I unpleasant?
My feelings, you don't concur
Is it her smile
That sparkles like the sun?
Bright and welcoming
Open and giving
I think we're now 1-1
I have all of that
So why?
Why her out of all?
I love you too, but
I fall under the perfection
That she binds
She's attractive enough
Like me too
What do you see?
Some originality
I do, but that's news to you
Is it her laughter
That makes your heart race?
And rocket toward the moon
All through the afternoon
Only thinking of her face
I guess you'll never love me
Not as much as you do her
She's more to you than anything
I'll never mean that much
So good luck, be happy, for we may never meet until the end
For I have descended into the darkness again
Sadness and Love or Hate
Originally Written: Sometime in high school
Something hollow and lonely
Achieved by great solitude
Dark and intangible
Never heard, but always seen
Endless turmoil and disaster
Sorrow that hurts too deep
Survives best with company
The more it lives
The more it seeks
To end this madness
Stop it at its peak
Learn to love
Survive on this
Pull all your emotions
Into one little kiss
That's why I'm here
Only for you
I know how you feel
I love you too...
Or maybe you don't
It may be a lie
Tell me please
These feelings you hide
Whatever you feel
I understand
But let me in
Or just hold my hand
Sadness or Love
What will you choose?
What is your reply?
Rules where you lose
"What I feel
Can't be explained
I do not love
What can be hated
Solitude is my life
I know nothing else
Maybe if you stay
I can change myself
I can't love now
Maybe not ever
It's not your fault
Hearts are made to be severed."
What can I say?
I have to wait
Sadness and Love
Love or Hate
Something hollow and lonely
Achieved by great solitude
Dark and intangible
Never heard, but always seen
Endless turmoil and disaster
Sorrow that hurts too deep
Survives best with company
The more it lives
The more it seeks
To end this madness
Stop it at its peak
Learn to love
Survive on this
Pull all your emotions
Into one little kiss
That's why I'm here
Only for you
I know how you feel
I love you too...
Or maybe you don't
It may be a lie
Tell me please
These feelings you hide
Whatever you feel
I understand
But let me in
Or just hold my hand
Sadness or Love
What will you choose?
What is your reply?
Rules where you lose
"What I feel
Can't be explained
I do not love
What can be hated
Solitude is my life
I know nothing else
Maybe if you stay
I can change myself
I can't love now
Maybe not ever
It's not your fault
Hearts are made to be severed."
What can I say?
I have to wait
Sadness and Love
Love or Hate
Indulge
Originally Written: Sometime in high school
Irresistible temptation
Never gets old
Develops satisfaction over time
Unlimited drowning in pleasure
Longing for more
Gullible because of addiction
Enjoy simple things like they're complicated
To plunge myself into material things
Like clothes, electronics and bling
My obsession drives everyone wild
It's pretty outdated and out of style
My life is dedicated to this
What do you think it is?
It's something you can see
It can hold a mint
And it's legs are less than three
Are you stumped? Well let's just see
Humans have less than three
My obsession is boys
They're like toys
Things to enjoy
They make me laugh
They make me smile
Whatever you say
I run them to the ground
They complete me
Irresistible temptation
Never gets old
Develops satisfaction over time
Unlimited drowning in pleasure
Longing for more
Gullible because of addiction
Enjoy simple things like they're complicated
To plunge myself into material things
Like clothes, electronics and bling
My obsession drives everyone wild
It's pretty outdated and out of style
My life is dedicated to this
What do you think it is?
It's something you can see
It can hold a mint
And it's legs are less than three
Are you stumped? Well let's just see
Humans have less than three
My obsession is boys
They're like toys
Things to enjoy
They make me laugh
They make me smile
Whatever you say
I run them to the ground
They complete me
Untitled (Don't remember the name)
Originally Written: February 24th, 2009
My sorrow that swallows my enemies whole
Have led me here to deceased souls
Ruins of my ancestors dark past
Have been left here to reach my grasp
All these candles left for the souls that depart
Those that made an impact are left in ones heart
I don't know how I got here, but I know this
I have to get out or my train I'll miss
There's no way I can leave, not just yet
This temple has an aura that won't connect
With this world or the next
It's time to leave
Wait, what's that?
A turn of bad luck
It's a black cat
It runs towards the water
Attention towards a male
He's swimming through the water
He has fins and a long tail
The hand of his motioned towards mine
Pulling me into the water
The life underneath was beautiful
Life didn't seem like such a bother
I wake upon my seat
I nodded off in a dream
Was the underwater adventure fake?
All part of an interstellar beam
I got my answer then
The cat was sleeping in my lap
The merman sitting at the lake
Five feet from where I sat
When I got on the train
This picture that I drew
All my dreams and happiness
Engraved on paper for you
My sorrow that swallows my enemies whole
Have led me here to deceased souls
Ruins of my ancestors dark past
Have been left here to reach my grasp
All these candles left for the souls that depart
Those that made an impact are left in ones heart
I don't know how I got here, but I know this
I have to get out or my train I'll miss
There's no way I can leave, not just yet
This temple has an aura that won't connect
With this world or the next
It's time to leave
Wait, what's that?
A turn of bad luck
It's a black cat
It runs towards the water
Attention towards a male
He's swimming through the water
He has fins and a long tail
The hand of his motioned towards mine
Pulling me into the water
The life underneath was beautiful
Life didn't seem like such a bother
I wake upon my seat
I nodded off in a dream
Was the underwater adventure fake?
All part of an interstellar beam
I got my answer then
The cat was sleeping in my lap
The merman sitting at the lake
Five feet from where I sat
When I got on the train
This picture that I drew
All my dreams and happiness
Engraved on paper for you
Holy Brotherhood
Originally Written: August 29th, 2008
The people didn't know
They never saw it coming
It's the eleventh day of September
Everyone starts running
The plane starts diving
Turbulence is their guess
Little do they know
Their plane makes a mess
Millions die in silence
Went up in the smoke
Some were lucky to live
While others choked and croaked
Many have become widows
Some children are alone
Many buildings were torn down
Or some without water or phones
9/11 was a tragedy
We will never ever forget
But the one who made it happen
Lightning will be sure to hit
Everyday there is a disaster
Like hurricanes and suicides
We hurt and cry every minute
And have friends by our sides
But even though we live in tragedy
We live on to the next day
We pray, love, hurt, and laugh
Then our bodies in the ground to lay
So don't be sad for us
Don't sit there and cry
Because before yo know it
We can tell those people, "hi"
If you really love them
Do your best to be good
So that all your great deeds
Will lead you to the holy brotherhood
And all that I know
Is that my uncle would say,
"If I do die today
I will shine on you from the holy brotherhood one day."
The people didn't know
They never saw it coming
It's the eleventh day of September
Everyone starts running
The plane starts diving
Turbulence is their guess
Little do they know
Their plane makes a mess
Millions die in silence
Went up in the smoke
Some were lucky to live
While others choked and croaked
Many have become widows
Some children are alone
Many buildings were torn down
Or some without water or phones
9/11 was a tragedy
We will never ever forget
But the one who made it happen
Lightning will be sure to hit
Everyday there is a disaster
Like hurricanes and suicides
We hurt and cry every minute
And have friends by our sides
But even though we live in tragedy
We live on to the next day
We pray, love, hurt, and laugh
Then our bodies in the ground to lay
So don't be sad for us
Don't sit there and cry
Because before yo know it
We can tell those people, "hi"
If you really love them
Do your best to be good
So that all your great deeds
Will lead you to the holy brotherhood
And all that I know
Is that my uncle would say,
"If I do die today
I will shine on you from the holy brotherhood one day."
The Darkness of My Heart (Song)
Originally Written: August 26th, 2008
I have nothing to do
Since I am laying here
I pray to myself
Wishing that someone will hear
My calls, my cries
The tears falling from my eyes
I don't wanna leave at all
But I just continue to fall
You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
(You know it kills to be like this)
You killed me, he saved me
You can't treat me like this
It's horrible to be me
Being what I am, a little piece of shit
This thing is killing
Eating my feelings
But baby believe me
I'm leaving bit by bit
You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
The rain is gloomy
It moves me, to show thee
If I fade away
Will you stay today?
You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
I have nothing to do
Since I am laying here
I pray to myself
Wishing that someone will hear
My calls, my cries
The tears falling from my eyes
I don't wanna leave at all
But I just continue to fall
I have nothing to do
Since I am laying here
I pray to myself
Wishing that someone will hear
My calls, my cries
The tears falling from my eyes
I don't wanna leave at all
But I just continue to fall
You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
(You know it kills to be like this)
You killed me, he saved me
You can't treat me like this
It's horrible to be me
Being what I am, a little piece of shit
This thing is killing
Eating my feelings
But baby believe me
I'm leaving bit by bit
You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
The rain is gloomy
It moves me, to show thee
If I fade away
Will you stay today?
You know you can't rid me
Of my dreams, my soul, I see
The darkness in my heart
My love is falling apart
That's why I can't wake up from this
Nightmare, the world is healing
Cause people are killing
I have nothing to do
Since I am laying here
I pray to myself
Wishing that someone will hear
My calls, my cries
The tears falling from my eyes
I don't wanna leave at all
But I just continue to fall
Drown Forever
Originally Written: August 10th, 2008
The leaves begin to fall
My soul is set aside
It hurts when you stare
You want me for a bride
It's not the love I want
You swallow it and drown
Stalking and surveying
Following me without a sound
I'm invited to party
You do everything to get in
You hurt and steal
And hassle my friends
It's not healthy
How you follow me around
You say it's protection
But I feel bolted to the ground
So I have to get away
I have a date tonight
It's time for the special event
It's my prom night
But I can't enjoy my night
I feel your presence here
It's hiding in the shadows
It lingers in the air
Finally you make your move
You knock me to the ground
You tell me you love me
And pick me up when I'm down
Now I'm trapped in a marriage
Consumed by your love
I can't get out of here
Escape to the above
One day I do
It's sweeter than bliss
Everything I wished for
Better than a first kiss
Away with the wind
Sun, moon, together
If you want to bring me down
You'll have to drown me forever
The leaves begin to fall
My soul is set aside
It hurts when you stare
You want me for a bride
It's not the love I want
You swallow it and drown
Stalking and surveying
Following me without a sound
I'm invited to party
You do everything to get in
You hurt and steal
And hassle my friends
It's not healthy
How you follow me around
You say it's protection
But I feel bolted to the ground
So I have to get away
I have a date tonight
It's time for the special event
It's my prom night
But I can't enjoy my night
I feel your presence here
It's hiding in the shadows
It lingers in the air
Finally you make your move
You knock me to the ground
You tell me you love me
And pick me up when I'm down
Now I'm trapped in a marriage
Consumed by your love
I can't get out of here
Escape to the above
One day I do
It's sweeter than bliss
Everything I wished for
Better than a first kiss
Away with the wind
Sun, moon, together
If you want to bring me down
You'll have to drown me forever
Talents
Originally Written: August 9th, 2008
I love to sing
It makes me glad
Everyone is singing songs
And clapping their hands
Acting is my thing
It's always a thrill
Being in a play in front of people
Gives you the chills
Writing poems are fun
Making messages and rhymes
The whole world will read
Plenty and many of times
Story writing is creative
Is the one thing I love best
Your story or book is unique
It's different from all the rest
I like all my talents
One more than the other three
I wouldn't change any
Because I wouldn't be me
I love to sing
It makes me glad
Everyone is singing songs
And clapping their hands
Acting is my thing
It's always a thrill
Being in a play in front of people
Gives you the chills
Writing poems are fun
Making messages and rhymes
The whole world will read
Plenty and many of times
Story writing is creative
Is the one thing I love best
Your story or book is unique
It's different from all the rest
I like all my talents
One more than the other three
I wouldn't change any
Because I wouldn't be me
Suicide (Story of the Abused)
Originally Written: August 8th & 9th, 2008
I had a dream
Until it was taken away
You hit me so hard
I feel it every day
You used and abused me
Why did you do it?
I loved you so much
Now my wrists are slit
My hands are bloody
My heart is punctured
Your body is motionless
It's left to wonder,
"Why'd you do this?
Was I that bad?"
Feeling these emotions
Sad, glad, and mad
You think you're innocent?
That's a big joke
Don't you remember your friends?
Their hands making me choke?
You me on purpose
Punched and slapped me
Now I look at your grave
Over looking the sea
I could've died
You didn't care
All you did was laugh
And clip my hair
My life is ruined
I can never get it back
I'm glad I killed you
People cut me some slack
Looking the way I do
No one wants me
Bruised and ugly
I can't stand thee
My life is nothing
It has to end
But before I go
I have to call my friends
They were there for me
Thick and thin
Even though it's too late
They still tried in the end
I'm gonna end it all
With one move so smooth
No one will expect it
The most unpredictable move
I trusted you
I gave you life
You took mine away
I guess I'm too nice
So goodbye cruel world
Everything I could've been
Singer, dancer, actress
I can't now because of my sin
I awake at a hospital
My friends called at nine
All think it's a miracle
Me, I wished for a flat line
I had a dream
Until it was taken away
You hit me so hard
I feel it every day
You used and abused me
Why did you do it?
I loved you so much
Now my wrists are slit
My hands are bloody
My heart is punctured
Your body is motionless
It's left to wonder,
"Why'd you do this?
Was I that bad?"
Feeling these emotions
Sad, glad, and mad
You think you're innocent?
That's a big joke
Don't you remember your friends?
Their hands making me choke?
You me on purpose
Punched and slapped me
Now I look at your grave
Over looking the sea
I could've died
You didn't care
All you did was laugh
And clip my hair
My life is ruined
I can never get it back
I'm glad I killed you
People cut me some slack
Looking the way I do
No one wants me
Bruised and ugly
I can't stand thee
My life is nothing
It has to end
But before I go
I have to call my friends
They were there for me
Thick and thin
Even though it's too late
They still tried in the end
I'm gonna end it all
With one move so smooth
No one will expect it
The most unpredictable move
I trusted you
I gave you life
You took mine away
I guess I'm too nice
So goodbye cruel world
Everything I could've been
Singer, dancer, actress
I can't now because of my sin
I awake at a hospital
My friends called at nine
All think it's a miracle
Me, I wished for a flat line
Art by: Daneisha Hill
Suicide (Story of the Abuser)
Originally Written: August 8th & 9th, 2008
I had a dream
It was taken away
My father hit me so hard
It hurts every day
I had a rough childhood
I'm a bum on the streets
All hope was given up
There was a girl I had to meet
She was the nicest person
I asked to marry her
She brought me to my feet
My life is back together
But that's where it turns
Really bad and gets worse
I hit her in the face
My head towards the dirt
I made her life miserable
Everyone looked away
My life is horrible
From every day to May
May was the month I died
My wife killed me
She was tired of trash
She decided to get rid of thee
I lay here motionless
Tears in my eyes
Why did it end like this?
Tell me why?
I lay here bleeding
Feeling horrible
I think about what I've done
Making it terrible
I slapped her
Cut her hair
Had her choked
Even followed my dear
That's how I treat her
She gave me life
I guess it's true when they say,
"The wife's life ends with a knife."
I'm in hell now
Getting what I deserve
Heard she committed suicide
Everything gets on my nerves
It's all my fault
I killed her chances
To be famous or rich
Or just ask for a dance
I'm so selfish
She was so nice
If one good thing came from this
My father's having a slice
I hope she goes to heaven
She put my life together
And threw hers away
Like pulling a trigger
Her life was special
I stabbed her in the back
My soul is left to rot
At least she can be happy about that
I had a dream
It was taken away
My father hit me so hard
It hurts every day
I had a rough childhood
I'm a bum on the streets
All hope was given up
There was a girl I had to meet
She was the nicest person
I asked to marry her
She brought me to my feet
My life is back together
But that's where it turns
Really bad and gets worse
I hit her in the face
My head towards the dirt
I made her life miserable
Everyone looked away
My life is horrible
From every day to May
May was the month I died
My wife killed me
She was tired of trash
She decided to get rid of thee
I lay here motionless
Tears in my eyes
Why did it end like this?
Tell me why?
I lay here bleeding
Feeling horrible
I think about what I've done
Making it terrible
I slapped her
Cut her hair
Had her choked
Even followed my dear
That's how I treat her
She gave me life
I guess it's true when they say,
"The wife's life ends with a knife."
I'm in hell now
Getting what I deserve
Heard she committed suicide
Everything gets on my nerves
It's all my fault
I killed her chances
To be famous or rich
Or just ask for a dance
I'm so selfish
She was so nice
If one good thing came from this
My father's having a slice
I hope she goes to heaven
She put my life together
And threw hers away
Like pulling a trigger
Her life was special
I stabbed her in the back
My soul is left to rot
At least she can be happy about that
Your Only One
Originally Written: August 7th, 2008
I love you so much
Your hair is so wonderful
Your skin is clear
It makes me smile
Every time you're near
Don't ever leave me
The clothes you wear
The shoes you rock
Leaves every guy jealous,
Mad or shocked
You'll always be in my heart
I want you
All to myself
You have a girlfriend
That will always top your shelf
Don't ever set me free
You don't know that I exist
I'm something you don't see
But one day I know
That you'll fall in love with me
I love you so much
Don't ever leave me
You'll always be in my heart
Don't ever set me free
You and I were always meant to be
I love you so much
Your hair is so wonderful
Your skin is clear
It makes me smile
Every time you're near
Don't ever leave me
The clothes you wear
The shoes you rock
Leaves every guy jealous,
Mad or shocked
You'll always be in my heart
I want you
All to myself
You have a girlfriend
That will always top your shelf
Don't ever set me free
You don't know that I exist
I'm something you don't see
But one day I know
That you'll fall in love with me
I love you so much
Don't ever leave me
You'll always be in my heart
Don't ever set me free
You and I were always meant to be
My Heart Chooses My Love
Originally Written: August 6th & 7th, 2008
My heart is not a toy you can play with
If you want a toy, I'll buy you a gift
My heart is a prize that you have to earn
If you don't know how you need to learn
You make everything empty and hollow
Walk ahead and expect me to follow
You think that you can control me with all your twisted lies
I can't stand it anymore, we need to say goodbye
Think of all the things that you have done
Telling everybody that I'm the one
You're just a joke, I don't really like you
You were just a station I had to pass through
So tell my heart you don't care
That it's free to go anywhere
You may not be my boyfriend or even my friend
But you'll always be my first until the very end
I'll make sure your next girl doesn't bend when you say when
As for me, this story will be funny for my next boyfriend
My heart is not a toy you can play with
If you want a toy, I'll buy you a gift
My heart is a prize that you have to earn
If you don't know how you need to learn
You make everything empty and hollow
Walk ahead and expect me to follow
You think that you can control me with all your twisted lies
I can't stand it anymore, we need to say goodbye
Think of all the things that you have done
Telling everybody that I'm the one
You're just a joke, I don't really like you
You were just a station I had to pass through
So tell my heart you don't care
That it's free to go anywhere
You may not be my boyfriend or even my friend
But you'll always be my first until the very end
I'll make sure your next girl doesn't bend when you say when
As for me, this story will be funny for my next boyfriend
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Misery Loves Company
Originally Written: August 8th, 2008
If you love me let me know
If you don't you need to go
You bring me sorrow that never leaves
You made me cry, I made seas
If you stay you will suffer
Hit you hard you'll call your mother
That's what you get, you made me sad
I made you suffer so now I'm glad
If you love me let me know
If you don't you need to go
You bring me sorrow that never leaves
You made me cry, I made seas
If you stay you will suffer
Hit you hard you'll call your mother
That's what you get, you made me sad
I made you suffer so now I'm glad
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