Friday, February 22, 2013

Dearest [English Lyrics]

Artist: Deathgaze
Originally Written: May 18th, 2012

Wind blows through the trees and the flowerbeds
It all seemed different then, but has it really changed that much?
Even when the seasons change and turn to gray
My moods can't change a thing. Forget this sorry past

Tears hide the real fear buried deep inside
Pull from this foolish pride, which seems to sparkle through the lies
Please don't take this feeling away from me
Wishes transend the waves of memories with me

I sing my love for you, but don't you love me too?
Bath in the light of dreams. Fly away with me
I want to hold you close. Cast away your fears
With courage to compete with all

I sing my thoughts to you. Help you to bind the truth
Rain chills me to the bone. Interprets me all wrong
I want you in my world
Kaleidoscope of colors meant to be seen by all

Stars twinkle up the sky with their selfish light
The moon competes with it. Why won't you notice it, sunlight?
Love disappeared as the sun did too
Falling down from the sky as forsaken stars once do

I sing my love for you, but don't you love me too?
Bath in the light of dreams. Fly away with me
I want to hold you close. Cast away your fears
With courage to compete with all

I sing my thoughts to you. Help you to bind the truth
Rain chills me to the bone. Interprets me all wrong
I want you in my world
Kaleidoscope of colors meant to be seen by all

I wish remember me
I wish remember me

I sing my love for you. God please let you love me
Embrace the light with me. Help to set me free.
Laughing hits the rebound
Finding the way to hit the sea and make them drown

I sing my thoughts to you. Help you to bind the truth
Rain chills me to the bone. Interprets me all wrong
Live life this wretched way
Life's meaning revives as you are standing next to me

I wish remember me
For me, ooh-whoa
I wish remember me
I wish remember me

Meltdown [English Lyrics]

Artist: Rin Kagamine
Originally Written: May 18th, 2012


The town is filled with echoing throughout the night
Each sleep in bed without a care
It's 2 a.m. and I cannot get it out my sight
The world has changed me endlessly

The lights are gone or so it seems
Leaving darkness to haunt my every dreams
Every lie seems to spin the truth
Buried underneath the sorrow until I only

Can think of taking my life away and letting me drown
So think of me as an entity wallowing inside your dreams
I hope you are happy with the choices you made
Smile as the tears flow out your eyes and you pass away

Dive into the endless night with me
Keep me in all of your fantasies
Surrounded by the sky. Don't let the beautiful light
Come and steal all of your life away
Dive into the endless night with me
Keep us locked in harmony
Unlatch your selfish scenes. Only you can fall
Into the nuclear reactor...

Wake up in screams as I realize it's just a dream
Sound of the stairs creaking all night long
Clouds smile and pray to fill inside the waking night
Don't catch me while I fade away

Twilight tries to enstill wisdom deep in me
Sunlight cannot get passed his own dignity
My soul dissolves itself piece by piece
The world is crumbling from under my feet

Can think of taking my life away and letting me drown
Isn't it enough to steal my heart and keep it locked away?
Poison from crooked lips to keep letting me down
The show is over, close the curtains and blow me away

Dive into the endless night with me
Keep me in all of your fantasies
Don't steal myself from me. The only thing I can hold onto
Is all of these waking dreams.
Dive into the endless night with me
Lie and keep yourself endlessly.
Slumber seems to stalk my eyes. Comforting memories
All faded to white seemlessly

Time is keeping me planted in this jaded seat
Seconds tick on by.
Tv plays the rhymes of a simple happy time
Laughter is haunting me, choking me helplessly

Allegro Agitato
My ears are ringing the cadence of death
Allegro Agitato
My ears are ringing the cadence of death

Why are you taking my life? I am just fading away.
The night is shrinking inside and slowly turning into day
I pray for help, but it's too far away
Pressure weighing down on me. My last breathe that I take

(Now!!)

Why won't you dive into the night with me?
Keep your fantasies locked with a key.
Washed away with the sea. Morning sun shines on my face
And brightens up my destiny
Why won't you dive into the night with me?
Black and white film with a dirty degree
Reality is closing in. Wake up inside yourself
Is the only way I could live this way

Fly high, this tragic life

Hizamazuite Ashi wo Oname (Bow Down and Lick My Feet) [English Lyrics]

Anime: Princess Resurrection, Monster Princess
Artist: Ali Project
Originally Written: May 28th, 2012


Get down on your knees and lick my feet `til they're deliciously clean
With that same tongue cover my fingernail and call me your queen

The sun blazes in the pits of Hell
The darkness rises over Paradise
Glamour or Pain is both enjoyable,
But which would be hardest if you took away?

Pain only causes wounds that can never heal
Buckets of blood dripping from your pale skin

Glamour can get the things you desire
A beautiful heart can seek out the one it loves
But some men can only be agressive dogs
Soon they'll obedient puppies that'll do anything

Roses are beautiful, symbols for eternal love
Come down and fall onto and around my head
Spread all around me and scatter on the floor

Get down on your worthless knees and lick my feet until there are squeaky clean
Scream out in a hoarse voice and shout that I am your only queen
Prove to me that you are alive and crawl and climb in total pain
If you have something to ask than ask me now or never look at me again

If you cry right now than you will never again ever say anything
I will cut out your tongue and that moan will be your last here

I'm filled with lust and overall good joy
The sadness and humiliation in your eyes
Looking depressingly into the ecstasy
And the happiness that shining off of me

The explosion that's coming from inside my body
Feel it fill you to your brink, no more running

The spider web is filled with deceit and lies
Are you to trust the simple thing called lust?
What is this trust you seem to have faith in?
It's all fake and it's not the way you imagined it

What is this thing called love? Rain coming from above
Drowning the sorrows of the laziness of these men
Women are lustful creatures. Take control of all.

Get down on your knees and give me your soul. You foolish mortal
You'll become immortal, then what? You'll just crave for mother's punishment
Beg and cry on bended knee. How much do you crave the feeling of my whip?
Let this be a lesson to you and all the beatings that you received from me

Smeared blood and dirt cover up the jewel that is called pureness
With my hands I will rule again over this unholy beings forever

Lie down on your knees and ask me all your desires with that nice voice
Sing a song of longing and call me your beloved sister and I shall reward you

Get down on your worthless knees and lick my feet until there are squeaky clean
Scream out in a hoarse voice and shout that I am your only queen
Prove to me that you are alive and crawl and climb in total pain
If you have something to confess then go ahead and let me savor all your love

Lie in the bed and become my dazzling prince, wake me up again
Only your love can repeat the cycle all over again

View of World

Originally Written: Unknown

See what you're talking about is a peaceful getaway from your problems. Mine is more dark and twisted. My heart is heavy and feels too weak to go on. If all of my sadness combined into one, it would break the chains of my happiness and leave it wallowing in its wake. My happiness is filled with doubt and misfortune that only makes me want to dive into a river of cold loneliness, never to awake again and feel the warmth of light again. The darkness overtaking my body and finally making me get away from what I had been hiding from this whole time. I guess you could say this is paradise to me, but to others it's a horrible curse and hell for the other few. Some voice would try to pull me from my empty loneliness trying to pull me out. Promises can never be fulfilled for a cursed soul like me that is only to be fit to be chained down by regrets of myself and of others around me. I share the burden of an endless world of turmoil and destruction that bleeds through the tiniest of cuts. The cuts that have made its way to my heart making it feel as though it's being suffocated by millions of hands that love to see everyone like me suffer. It's only a few moments in a lifetime that you can honestly say that were worthwhile without actually having regrets. If you think that this is the beginning and promising me that my sorrow will change and my life will be different, then all the lies that they're feeding me is just another reason why this knife is always kept close on this nightstand, for whoever shall wake me from my eternal slumber, will end up joining it with me. That is exactly how I feel. It's something that I keep hidden on a daily basis, but it's always there.

Note of Distress

Originally Written: Unknown

Why am I here? My life seems so insignificant and still... it goes on unchanging. While the love of my life lives without me, life goes on. When I think of smothering myself in darkness and trying to end the breath of my lonely discomfort, life goes on. Don't think that me disappearing will mean anything to the many people who are just trying to survive one day. Gone for a week and the teachers will be the only ones to care. Soon no one will think of having an empty existence clogging their minds of filthy pleasures and desire. Only thing that could possibly change is how long these desires overcome the righteousness of a suicidal spirit, longing for the attention of the love she thought was eternal. The only reason the blood is flowing is because the fear of leaving seems impossible. The impulse to pull this trigger of retribution is overwhelming to say the least and it seems to come sporadically or in certain intervals of unsurpassed time. Why won't it matter that I exist or not? The world wouldn't miss a damaged soul that is taking the space that is supposedly too special for anyone who is damaged to the core. It's a feeling of hatred for those closest to you who is suppose to love and cherish the company of my presence and easily missed existence in this overly greedy world of entities that are selfish for their own goals. They take away from the happiness I once had and consume on the misery of someone smaller than themselves. We fall for these tricks and believe we are self-adequate. I am part of the ones that believe and therefore I'll be sleeping in the eternal slumber of darkness hoping to never return to this thing called reality again.

Opposites Attract

Originally Written: December 6th, 2012

Never taking the same roads
Always crossing the same paths
Never turning down a challenge
Always having each other's backs

Before the sun sets in the summer
After the heat dies down in the fall
Before boys become men and strong
After girls are women and get their menstruals

With each fiber of my being
Without pain and without grief
With every laugh and every flow
Without crying out in relief

Under all the lies and fakes
Above all else that is true
Under the crystal clear sky
Above the ocean which is blue

Nothing else could be clearer
Everything feels joyous with you
Nothing else could take your place
Everything is wondrous and new

Tender when it counts
Tough to protect the weak
Thick-skinned and protective
Thin-lipped and not at all weak

Happy to be together and to be with you
Far from the sadness and loss
Sad that we didn't meet earlier
Near time before our paths cross

Admire the way you care for me
Fawn over the relationship we share
Smile at every kiss we have
Laugh uncontrollably with care
Love is the overall thrill I bear

I Love You

Originally Written: July 22nd, 2011


Nothing more, nothing less
All that's left is sweet abyss

Falling further, faster yet
Sigh my name and steal my breath

Faster now, slower still
Find a way to break my will

Even with such tender ways
Harsher words are blocked away

Make the world stop and freeze
The wind blows with gentle breeze

Eyes widen with simple joy
Heart flutters towards one boy

Just words said by only you
Makes the sky shine so blue

Opens my heart and blinds it too
Until the day we say adieu

Cross my heart, hope to die
Don't say a thing to make me cry

The more you hold me and things you do
Makes me fall more in love with you